DREAM

13

👑 dream pov👑

I'm sitting here confessing my feelings to tevon I can't BELIVE it I mean tevon was my drug I loved tevon I could see us together but I was afraid og what tevon would do.

Flash back 3 years ago

Me: tevon please stop

I was standing over tevon watching him beat the living hell out of Tamia because he found out that she was having sex with his friend AJ I was really scared. I tried to pry tevon off of Tamia but he slapped me in to the dresser and bruised up my face. I keep trying and it seemed like he beat me more than. I sat on the floor and cried. when he wS done beating Tamia he looked at me and kissed my forehead I was scared of tevon ever since that day.

Flash back over

Tevon: what's wrong

Me: you remember when Tamia lost her virgnity and you beat her and me

I could see tevons eyes soften I could see he was thinking about it and he started walking towards me and say on the bed.

Tevon: man I'm sorry dream I was going thorough something my mama died sis was acting crazy.

Me: tevon that's why I'm afraid of you, you said you never hurt me tevon

Tevon: I didn't

Me: you did when you slapped me in to the dresser

He just wrapped his arms around my shoulder and held me I was crying again man this got to stop.

✌️weeks later

I haven't talked to donate yet he been calling but I been ignoring him u been talking to tevon and telling him what's going on. he is really mad at me because I have donate my virgnity. I also told him how he busted in me.

Today we were going to the movies I been having weird cravings I been eating peanut butter a lot which is weird cuz I really hate peanut butter. but hey I also gained some wait my belly getting really big I guess that's all the food I been eating.

I hoped in the shower for 20 minutes I put on my stark trek muscle shirt with my high wasit jeans and my gamma blues with my gold heart necklace and my white head band.

I keep trying to button my pants but they wouldn't button I looked in the mirror and saw it looked a little deflated. I touched it and I was hard as a rock. maybe I'm just getting fat. I walked in the bathroom and I was looking for my curling irons and I pulled on the draw and saw a box of always infinity pads. then I started to remember I'm late. I'm late I looked back at my stomach and started to think was I pregant. I went to my closet and grabbed a pregnancy test I did the whole pee thing and it came out positive. my heart really stopped

I didn't want no baby from this nigga I ran down stairs and walked in front of Tevon.

Tevon: what's wrong

Me: I'm pregnant

Tevon: no you not move

I showed him the pregnancy test and I started to fell my belly I was a little happy but I didn't want no baby I'm only 16! I'm still in high school , no job no money.

I had to call donate and meet him so where. I need to really talk about him.

🍒 donate house🍒

Donate: what's up

Me: hey

Donate: dream I'm sorry I really missed you

Me: yea donate I'm pregant

He got so happy he almost skipped a little but he started hugging me and kissing my stomach.

Me: get off of me

Donate: baby I'm so happy my first baby

Me: you mean second

Donate: baby that Anit my baby

Me: like hell donate I'm just going to send you the baby information that's it.

I walked out the house and drove to Tamia house and saw mike open the door I walked up stairs and saw akia and malik.

Me: hey y'all

Akia: look at little miss THOT

Me: bitch how you talking to

Akia: you I don't like you, always trying to get with my man.

Me: I Anit want yo man and you don't know me ethier,

Malik: aye y'all chill out

Me: then control yo bitch

Tamia: aye every one calm down please

I walked up stares to Tamia room and saw her follow me up to the room.

Me: why the hell is this bitch her

Tamia: Malik did that shit I don't like her ethier

Me: well I'm pregnant

Tamia: what! by who donate

Me: yes I really don't want it by donate

Tamia: well congrats I'm the god momma

Me: of course

Tamia dragged me down stairs and turned off the tv and put me in front.

Tamia: guess who finna be a mommy

Malik; wait dream please don't tell me you pregnant by donate please

Me: to bad I am

Malik: naw fuck that dream I won't let you

Akia: malik why you care so much

Malik: cuz I can bitch

Akia: who you talking to

Malik: you

I saw akia grab her stuff and walk out the door I saw Malik punch the wall and look back at me.

Me: I'm sorry Malik but I'm keeping my baby Malik but I want you and mike to be the god farther.

Malik: fine

✌️hours later

I started thinking about my life I was still going to stay in school during my pregnancy and then when the baby is born I'm going to night school.

I had to go home and break the news to my mother, I was scared to tell her after seeing her struggle to raise me I'm sorry.

🏡home🏡

I saw my mother in the kitchen cooking I love the smell of her cooking. I walked up to her and hugged her.

Mama: hey dede

Me: hey I got something to tell you

Mama: what

Me: mama I'm pregant by donate

Mama: DAMN! DREAM I KNOW I RASIED YOU BETTER. I STRUGGLED TO RASIE YOU MY SELF YOUR DADDY DIDNT GIVE A DAMN A BOUT YOU AND I KNOW DONATE DONT ETHIER. I SEEN HIM DOWN AT THE HOSPITAL WITH SOME GIRL AND SHE WAS PREGANT.

Me: ma that's why I'm not with him no more that was a girl named crystal mom I no I made I mistake but I really want it

Mama: aww dede it's ok as she hugged me I know your be a great mother

Me: I really hope so mom