Won't Let You Go (Jai Waetford)~

its all back now

.•* three months later*•.

"Do I have to?" I groaned

"Yes you do please!" Tara smiled with some encouragement

"Why!"

"Do it for Jai"

"Jais an arse" I frowned

"You and I both know that you don't really think that" she smirked

"Okay fine I will but don't expect me to be all happy family with her" I warned

Tara held her hand out and took my arm dragging me out the door and down the street.

We came to a halt out the window of a small cafe. I could see Keeley in the one of the booths waiting for us

"I really don't want to do this"

"Please if your not going to do it for Jai do it for me" Tara whined

I nodded then took a deep breath and walked through the door. Keeley got up and hugged Tara. For a moment I thought she was going to hug me but she seemed to think twice and just settled with a small smile and a nod of the head which I returned with a slight frown.

"Thanks for meeting me here today" Keeley said carefully

"Anytime bubs" Tara smiled

Keeley looked at me patiently expecting me to acknowledge what she had just said. When I didn't say a word Tara poked me in the ribs and glared at me slightly.

"All good" I muttered quickly

"This means a lot to me and Jai" Keeley said slower this time glancing up at me

"Can we just get to the point?" I demanded loudly

"Look Bee it's clear you don't like me and I don't get why but each to their own. Jai and I have a great friendship and we have a great relationship and were both happy with what we've got and your not gonna change a thing about it okay!?" Keeley yelled at me standing up over me. She got her drink and poured it over my head.

Everyone in the cafe was now staring at us and the girl towering over me nostrils slightly flaring. I stood up slowly then walked out the door after hearing Keeley say,

"Crap i didn't mean to please forgive me" as she called after me

"Bee" I heard Tara call out as well

I ignored both of the girls and continued walking until I returned to my house.

"Dad I'm home" I called out

"Why are you home?" he asked coming out of the laundry

"uhm am I not allowed to be home in my own house?" I questioned setting myself on one of the stools

"well your never home now except when you need a bed, food or money"

He had a point .. I hadn't been home like ever since I've been out of hospital really!! I've always been of with the boys trying to regain my memory or now with Tara.

"ha ha very funny" I replied rolling my eyes

"I know I thought about being a comedian" he winked which only earned another eye roll from me

"you want me to do anything?" I asked as I played with the hem of some of the clothes in the basket "I've gotta have a shower first but then I'm free"

"nope I'm all good! Go upstairs and maybe clean that pig sty you call your room though!"

"hey it's not that bad!" I exclaimed as I ran up the stairs

I opened the door to my room then closed it slowly behind me. It was a little messy I guess, just cause it's had no attention for a couple of months. That's all.

I climbed in for a quick shower to wash the lemonade out of my hair and the stickiness of my tanned skin.

I picked up all the clean clothes that were set on the single bed and put them away. I then pulled my bed up and threw all the toys on top. My DVDs were all over the ground in front of my TV so I packed them away as well then sat on the beanbags.

I could hear my phone ringing somewhere inside my room but I couldn't be bothered finding it. I let out a small sigh then decided to watch a movie. I finally decided on This is us the one direction documentary.

My phone continued ringing and it started to bug me so I got up to find it. I had like a gazillion messages from Tara and a message from Trent.

Trent: heeey! I was wondering if you wanna catch up ?!

me: Haiiiii yeah we can ! you wanna come over mine ?

I didn't even reply to Tara but let's just say I knew she would show up at my house sooner or later.

"your a loser" I giggled

"I'm a loser?!" Trent explained "your a loser" he laughed and pushed me lightly

"oh you did not just do that!"

"oh yeah I did! whatcha gonna do about it huh?"

"I'll boob you" I threatened

"oh I'm soooooo scared"

"you should be"

We had like a starting contest going on between the pair of us until I started to giggle again. I sat down on the beanbags and patted on the one next to me for him to sit.

"so you remember anything about me, us" Trent questioned really randomly

I looked at him for a moment with a questioning look before glancing away back to my feet trying to think of an answer.

"no not really.. I remember us being toy her but not together together"

"oh" he said "I don't know if that's a good thing or not"

I agreed with a sight mhmm sound.

"you know I really miss you"

"I miss you to Trent, I just don't know if it's cause of us or if it's just cause of our friendship"!

"yeah I know. I just wish I could do all the things I could before"

"you still could" I started to say but before I finished my sentence his lips crashed to mine.

I suddenly felt everything that is forgotten for the last few months rush into my head all at once. Jai, Trent, me... everything.

I pulled away quickly from Trents lingering lips.

"ah sorry you've gotta go" I said quietly before getting up and opening the door for him.

I could see him about to protest but decided against it and left the room silently. As soon as he left I closed all the doors and windows in my room and laid face down on my bed.

I remember the day Jai dumped me... I remember Trent. I remembered Jai in hospital. I remember all the dates I went on with trent. I remember how much I loved trent. I remember everything.

I called Tara and told her she needed to come over ASAP. Forgetting I was pissed, not so much at her but she was the one that made me go in the first place.

I hung around and waited for her to arrive to ask her for major help.

hey guys

okay so please don't kill me. I'm seriously gonna try for a update every week but I can't promise it gets to busy during the week. but I'm gonna try

okay so 20k reads! what the hell!! what even is life?!

I'm trying for a double okay? so look out for another update in the next couple of hours!

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