Never Good Enough

The Phonecall

While Leaving The Club Ashanti Was Stopped By A Couple Of Gang Banging Niggas And They Looked Him Up And Down Like He Wasn't Shit. 

" You Gotta Fucking Problem Cuh ?," Ashanti Said While Looking At The Whole Group Of Dudes. 

" Nah Son , Just Looking Around The Club . " One Dude Stated .

Ashanti Stared At Him For At least 5 More Seconds And Then Left The Club.  When Driving Back To His Crib Him And His Niggas Was Viben Too " HandsomeAndWealthy " By Migos . Ashanti Was Excited To Call Chelle And Get To Know Her A Little More.  But He Knew Behind Her Gorgeous Face Was Alot Of Pain And Anger .

When Ashanti Got Home He Took A Shower , Put On His Boxers With His Favorite Lime Green Nike Socks  , And Layed Down In His Bed And Called Chelle. 

The Phone Ringed 5 Times Before She Answered. 

" Hey Mr.Ashanti.  I Thought You Would Forget To Call Me " Chelle Said .

" Now Why Would I Do That Baby Girl ? I Dont Wanna Mess Up My Chances With You Because I Know Your Something Special . " Ashanti Said Sincerely. 

Ashanti Couldnt Help But Blush And Smile At The Same Time. 

" .....And I See You Dont Have A Smart Comeback To Say Like Always So Thats Good . I Probably Made You Blush A Little " Ashanti Laughed .

" I Guess You Have A Way With Words.  But I Want To Get To Know You ..... So Ashanti Do You Have Any Family Down Here In The South ? " Chelle Asked .

Instantly His Heart Dropped To The Floor Having To Bring Up The Stories About His Deceased Family .
" Uhmm . Nahh , My Parents Were Murdered When I Was 14 Years Old " Ashanti Said .

" Aweee Ashanti I'm So Sorry.  " Chelle Said Feeling Bad That She Even Asked. 

" Nah Its Straight .... But Uhm Do You Have Any Family Members ? " Ashanti Asked .

" No . I Never Knew My Father And My Mother Was A Crackhead That Let Me Get Raped By 7 Men So She Can Just Get A Hit On The Pipe  " Chelle Said With Still A Little Bit Of Anger In Her Heart .

" Damn Ma ..... Thats Fucked Up . If I Knew You When That Happened I Wouldve Killed All Them Niggas On Spot.  " Ashanti Said Pissed .

" Nah There Already Dead . My Ex Boyfriend Had Them Killed " Chelle Said .

" , Well Atleast They Got Wat They Deserved . But Where Did You Go After The Whole Incident Happened ? " Ashanti Asked Confused .

Chelle Heart Began To Race Because She Was Going To Tell Ashanti A Lie . But She Didn't Wanna Start The Relationship With Lie So She Told Him The Truth. 

" My Ex , Bought Me The Apartment I'm Living In Now . After School I Got Me A Job And Thats Where I Started Working At IHOP . " Chelle Said .

" Damn That Nigga Must Of Had Much Love For You. I See Why You Turned Me Down At IHOP.  What Is That Nigga Name ? " Ashanti Said A Lil Jealous .

" Malik Clarke " Chelle Said .

Ashanti Almost Thought He Was Going To Throw Up. Ashanti And Malik Had Been Beefing For Almost 2 Years About Who Could Take Over The Drug Dealing In The South . But Then He Automatically Was Confused Because Ashanti Knew Malik Was Married .

" I Know That Little Nigga . I Hate Him And He Hates Me . " Ashanti Stated .

" Why ? Was Yall Arguing Over A Chick Or Something ? " Chelle Asked.

" No, Were Beefing Over Who Is The Lord Of Drug Dealing In The South " Ashanti Said .

" Well Damn That Sounds Like A Whole Bunch Of Unfinished Buissness Thats Gonna Turn Out To Be Bloody " Chelle Said .

Even Though Chelle Was 18 She Knew About Street Beef And The Bloody Crew Shoot Outs . One Of Her Bestfriends Died At A Shoot Out Against 2 Crews In The Parking Lot After The Club .

" Yeah Maybe . But Chelle Why Would You Be His Ex If He ...... Nevermind That . Where Do You Like Eating Lunch At ? " Ashanti Said .

He Wanted To Ask Chelle If She Was Basically The Side Chick But Not Over The Phone . He Wanted To Look Into Her Eyes To See If She Was Lieing .

" Nowhere Special . I Just Go To Places Where They Sell Wings At And Stuff . " Chelle Giggled .

" Okae Then Maybe We Could Go To Applebees. And I Pick You Up Around 6 ? " Ashanti Asked .

" Yeah That Sounds Great I'll Be Ready " Chelle Said Smiling .

" Okae Well I'll Let You Get Some Beauty Sleep Even Though We Both Know You Dont Need It . " Ashanti Said

" Thank You Ashanti . And Okae I'll See You Tommorow . I'm Glad You Called . " Chelle Blushed.

" Me Too . Goodnight Baby Girl " Ashanti Said Staring At The Ceiling Thinking About Chelle Beautiful Face .

" Goodnight " Chelle Said .

They Both Hung Up The Phone And All They Could Do Was Think About Eachother .

In Ashanti Mind He Was Thinking ;

"IDontWantToAskHerAboutHerPast . ButIfItHasAnythingToDoWithMalikSlimyAssThenIHaveToKnow ".

In Chelles Mind She Was Thinking ;

"ImScaredIMightGetHurtAgain . IAlreadyHaveOneBrokenHeartIDontNeedSomebodyComingInMyLifeTryingToBreakItMoreThan It Already Is . ButImKindOfFeelingAshantiMoreThanIExpected , ThatBoyIsSomethingSerious ."

They Both Got Up Under There Covers And Went To Sleep Excited To See Eachother The Next Day .