Simply Complicated

chapter 10

My physics test went really well. Maybe he was one of the reasons,  because after talking to him I felt so excited, energetic and happy. Before sleeping I learned everything and revised it in the morning.

In the morning when I checked my phone. I saw a notification which said ,I have a follow request . It was from him.
I quickly accept it and followed him back.

After coming back from school
I slept for good 2 hours and woke up to the voice of azaan.
Nothing is more beautiful than listening to it .
It's melodic and sonorous voice always encourages me to perform my salah's on time.

I prayed asr salah and helped mom in some household chores.
After that I completed my assignments and projects that were pending .

Sun has set ,Twilight fell: The sky turned to a light, dusky purple littered with tiny silver .
It was night till this time.

After having the yummy dinner , made by my mom , we all went to our rooms to find some sleep.
But before sleep I always prayed isha salah.

Today was just one of the days when I felt like not  to talk to  anyone and have some me time.

I thanked Allah for every little thing and for always being with me specially when I don't feel like talking to anyone.

Under a sky of perfect midnight velvet, the star hung above them as if strung in the air by invisible strings . Moon seemed as bright as I have never seen .

In the balcony , on the  chair I sat witnessing this beutiful night. There was silence overall and the busy street of the day was now quiet with no sound.

My mind running with thousand of thoughts and I start recalling all the events that took place in these few days ,from our eye contact to me calling him and doing the stupidest thing .
Many questions aroused asking me for an  answer.
Was making an eye contact with him , right ? Or i should've just lowered my gaze .
But i did , replied my conscience.
And what about calling him that too after stealing his number ?
Saba's phone wasn't reachable that's why I called him . I lied to myself too.
Is it okay to be friends with him or I should just ignore him as if doesn't exist ?
Ofcourse you should stay as friends that will look so rude to just ignore someone .
Okay done , only friends .
Deal ? I found myself asking me
Deal . My conscience replied
Somewhere I knew I wasn't right . I should've stayed away from all this .But we were atleast friends now and there was no going back.

After debating again and again with myself I came to the conclusion that I should only be friends with Murat and nothing more than that.

Soon I felt drowsy and went into deep slumber of sleep.

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