When I am alone , i think of so many things to tell him ,but when I have a chance to tell him, I go speechless.
I think it's the right time to confess my feelings. But i am scared. What if he just like me as a friend and noting else.
Sometimes the best way to stay close to someone you love is by just being friends, even if it hurt.
But till when I should hide my feelings , it had been 5 months since we actually started talking and I don't even believe in norms that says only boys should propose or girl's should wait for the boys to propose.
I think it otherwise , love is something that is very pure and if you love someone then maintain it till your death. Loving someone is not wrong but continuing it in a haraam way is .
But the problem with my situation is that, I am the one who is head over heels in love with Murat and I don't even know if he likes me .
I had never felt like he loves me but I think he likes me . There's huge difference between the two.
I think I should just confess and stop over thinking, at least things will get a lot more clear. I will get to know if he is just wasting my time or he actually feels for me.
With a lot of courage I grabbed my phone from my bed and texted
"Murat"
He replied after few minutes
"Yes"
"Ummm...I just wanted to confess something "
"Confess? " he asked
"Yes"
"Okay..say"
"I really like you"
"As a friend"
I added not sure of what else to say
"Ohh ...I like you too" he said and I felt a little relieved .
I felt like asking him
So should I start our marriage' s preparation. I know that's totally insane so I just kept that in my mind.
"Actually I love you " I said when I felt the situation was not that heated.
"Ohh.."
He just replied ohh and now I wasn't sure what to say.
I wasn't thinking straight
"You don't love me? " I asked
"Ofcourse I do " he replied but I don't think that was straight from his heart.
The situation looked as if he said that for my happiness and because he doesn't want to hurt me .
Though he said yes, but little did I know that I will get alot more confuse after this confession.
I was still happy to know he liked me too and for a change I knew where things were going.
We weren't dating , we just knew that we loved each other and that was more than enough for me unless and until he was by my side .
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Finally she proposed But this wasn't her dream proposal she just made sure that her man was hers only.
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Simply Complicated
RomanceJust a simple yet complicated love story of zeenath Khan and Murat haroon. Witness their magical love story from "The Marriage" to "Their Marriage ". Join them in their thrilling journey on this roller coaster called life. A modern love story full...
