Simply Complicated

chapter 32

With patience comes sweetest of fruits.
Maybe this line is correct for many but in my case it's wrong. Those 13 days were absolute torture, mentally.

Every morning I used to get up and check my phone for any message from him. And then end up wishing good morning to the imaginary Murat. I had this bad habit of wishing him daily .

Every night I used to end up sleeping while watching his pictures and sometimes even talking to them as if it is for real. I used to tell him every thing that happend in the day including how much I am waiting for him. It's hilarious how people turn mad when in love .

I was always on the verge of crying especially while talking to Sara appi about this situation. All I knew was that I won't receive a single text from him. But somewhere down the line I always hoped little from him.

I consoled myself by saying , it's the matter of 13 days only. Everything will be fine after that. We will start afresh . Have patience and everything will be good.

Whole day went in thinking about him and sometimes even cursing him.
I never said anything bad about her sister behind his back. Maybe an angry zeenath would blame her because she kindoff took Murat away from her everytime . But let's be real. It's Murat's fault and not his sisters .

How come he is so scared of her that he cannot even send a simple message in a whole day which consists of 24 hours .

Waiting...

12 days left.

Still waiting ...
10 days left.

8 days...
Tuba straight away told on my face to stop expecting message from him.

4 days ....
Only few days more ...

1 day ...
Tomorrow finally I will receive his message.

13 days were over . I waited and waited but no text. I also made sure that her sister left and i waited for one more day.

Now the reason he gave was expired as her sister left and he still didn't text me .

I grabbed my phone from my jeans pocket and texted him .

"Hey
13 Days are over .
You still didn't text ."

No reply but the white tick turned blue . He simply ignored me.

Great. After what happend I should be the one ignoring him and here the case is quite opposite .

"Why are you ignoring me ?"

Same, no reply.

"STOP ignoring me .
U know that I dont like when people ignore "

"What happend?
Why aren't you answering
U don't want to talk ?
If yes, say it right on my face "
I said continuously letting out my frustration.

No reply, simply being ignored.

"Okay just tell me the reason. I will stop texting you "

I am not a person who continuously irritates a person . I instead leave them if they don't feel like talking.
But here again he kept me hanging. He didn't reply but he kept reading my messages . What should I assume from that .

Why is it so difficult to understand him. Even I was done with him . I just wanted to know the reason of his betrayal. He dumped me on my face and left as if nothing happened.

Is it really that easy to leave someone and move on . What about friendship if not love . We were best friends. What not we didn't discussed including past , present and future.