Simply Complicated

chapter 29

It was a lazy Sunday morning. Sun kissed the sky and Sunrays fall directly on my eyes. My mid term tests were going on , and as it was a sunday , I decided to rest a little bit.

As the sunrays reached my eyes, it open wide. Making me realize that it was day time. My sister was peacefully sleeping beside me .
I checked my phone and as usual texted Murat....Good morning .

He replied and we were about to start the conversation when mom out of no where entered.
As a sudden reaction I kept my phone down and hurriedly asked her.

"Mom, what is there for lunch "

She completely ignored my question and asked

"What are you hiding from me , whom are you talking to?"

I was quite and shock at the same time. It was as if my nightmare just begun.

"Show me your phone " said mom

She snatched it from me and asked me to open it and give it to her.
She read all our messages from the start . Fortunately I had this habit of deleting chats so only two days chat was available.

After reading it she asked
"What are you guys upto?"

With all the guts I had , I said

"Mom , i really like him"

"And what about him? Does he like you too?"

This question hit me hard because I was speechless. What should I reply to such question where I am don't even know whether he liked me or not .

"I think so "

"And what I think is , he doesn't love you "

"How are you so sure about it "

"Your chats are the proof ,
And tell me what else are you hiding from me ,
Since when is this going on.
How many times you guys met and what all you have done .
Tell me each and everything
That too now.
Speak."

"Umm...we haven't met yet and we are talking since two months only and I haven't done anything yet "i lied .

"Do you have any idea what dad will do once he get to know about it "

"Please don't tell him ."

"How should I hide such a big thing .
And you say you like him right.
Tell me what do you want to do now .
Marry him? "

"I am not saying that , all I am saying is , I like him , alot"

"But sweetie he doesn't like you "

"How can you say this , I think he likes me . I know him better"

"He will prove that to you not me "

"How?"

"Text him and tell him that u got caught , see his reaction "

I did as she said

Murat
Mom caught us .
What should I do now -z

He was online he replied

What?
Seriously??
What did she said?-m

He was equally shock and surprised

Leave that and Tell me what to do now .-z

I am stuck in this situation for the first time . I have no idea.
Should I take advice from my sister .-m

No -z

Why?-m

No need -z

Just tell me what to do now -z

I hope this isn't a joke , where is your mom now - m

She went to the kitchen-z

What does she want us to do ?-m

She is aking whether u love me or not ?- z

He was silent for a while and then he replied

Yes-m

She is further asking , will you take stand for me if in future we got caught by others -z

I don't know -m

What to do now ?- z

I don't know -m

With every "I don't know of his " my heart was breaking alot more. I was already in tears . I tried hard not to cry but the situation was like now or never .

As mom went to the kitchen in real I grabbed this chance and texted him.

Murat please, it's a do or die situation. Speak carefully .-z

I deleted that text as soon as he read it and mom entered the room.

What do you think we should do now?- m

What do you think?- z

Should we stop talking?- m

Do you want to stop?- z

U say, should we ?-m

Mom said to type yes , it was against my will because never in my life I want to stop talking to him.
With a heavy heart I typed

Yes- z

Ok-m

I felt heart ache , it was all over.

Do you want to stop? -z

My answer doesn't matter now -m

Please reply -z

Yes -m

What yes?-z

Yes, I won't to stop talking to you- m

This completely broke my heart . It was shattered into tiny pieces. I stopped replying him after that.

Mom was standing in front of me, i went and hugged her tightly and cried and sobbed. That feeling was really bad .

Mom tried to calm me down.
"Shhh..stop crying. Why are you even crying ? Because I saved you ?"

I felt betrayed and the thought that I won't be able to talk to him from tomorrow was disturbing me . I was annoyed, irritated, frustrated , sad .

It felt like the end of the world. Nothing really mattered other than him. Just in few minutes it was all over. How we even ended up in this situation . Everything was going great and then bam not so great.

If he showed a little bit of courage then situations would be different. Maybe better or maybe worst but what happend was already bad.

The whole day went in crying. I slept so that it felt like a nightmare, and everything would be fine as soon as I would wake up. I ate nothing and just locked myself in my room. Next day was my test but what and why should I prepare for it as I already failed in the test of life .

I still remember when I thought about this situation before , I was very sure about one thing that no matter what the situation will be, I will fight for us but at the same time I failed to realise that us word is dependent on two people and not one.

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I have nothing to say about this chapter. It's just heart breaking .

How will zeenath survive after this sudden trauma ?

Thanks for reading and keep thinking

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