Alone. (Michael Sutthakorn)

Chapter Fifteen:

(Jamie's POV)

At the moment Mike and I are just lounging around of the couches. I mean, I don't know what to say to him after he just confessed that he wanted to be with me? I want to be with him, but I will mess his life up ever so badly. I know that for a fact, I will make his life a living hell. I have to many problems and it feels like I would be pinning them on Michael.

Spending time with Michael has made me realise how caring he is, at first I thought he would be my friend for a couple of days at then drop me but he defiantly proved himself wrong.

I look at Michael who is unaware that I am thinking about him, he is focused on the television. His hand is placed on my thigh, his thumb rubbing circles in to it. Him rubbing circles into my thigh makes me relaxed, I sink back into the couch and rest my head in the crook on Michael's neck.

"Are you okay, babe?" Michael asks sounding a little concerned. Does he really like me? Or is it some sort of dare that Aiden has made him do? I don't know why I keep thinking of the worst possible thing but I do, I overthink.

"Do you actually like me?" I blurt out, quickly regretting my words. I know I sound stupid, that I don't believe that he would like me but, c'mon, a boy like him going for a girl like this. Just doesn't seem.... Right.

"Babe, why wouldnt I?" He questioned.

Maybe because, I'm not your usual type. Nor am I pretty.

"I- I'm just scared that you're playing some prank on me, because no offence Mike but you could do way better then me." I started to rant. Well, I'm trying to be honest. He clearly doesn't go for people like me, by people like me I mean, smart, wow I sound vein. What I mean is, people who want to do well in school, a teachers pet, maybe?

"A prank?" Michael said sounding hurt.

For god sake. I new this wouldn't go the way I planned. It was going to be a simple yes or no question but it turned in to more questions, it also turned into me offending Mike... Smart move, Jamie.

"Like- no, don't worry, forget it." I said trying to move of this subject that I stupidly brought up. 

"I'm not forgetting it, just like that." Michael said moving himself away from me, and looking me in the eye. I've only just admitted that I like him yet, we're already having problems. See, I constantly cause problems, imagine how many I could cause in a longer ammount of time. Plus, his mother hates me so that isn't going to go well.

"Please, just-"

"Tell me, what you ment." He said getting a little angry now.

"I ment, that you're popular and you're really good looking, like really and I just don't think, you would go for someone like me. I'm scared okay, I'm scared this is all one big prank.. I'm paranoid okay." 

(a/n; quick update,,)