Alone. (Michael Sutthakorn)

Chapter Twenty-One.

(Jamie's POV)

Why. Why does he hate me that much? I just don't understand, what have I ever done to Aiden to make him hate me so much. I haven't done anything, I can't recall me doing anything to offend him that much.

"What you thinking about?" Michael asked bringing me a drink from the kitchen. I let out a sigh, why is everything happening to me. I haven't done anything that bad in life, have I?

"Everything." I sighed. I just want everything to stop, I don't want to live like this much longer. I don't want to live in fear that I might be hurt at anytime.

I was thinking that I could call my auntie and ask to move with her, I mean she can't say no can she? I have no home, I'm homeless. I live in a place where I live in fear of being hurt.

I was going to ring my old best friend Ashton, he lived in the area that I used to live before here. I decided not to because he probably had no idea who I was.

"Please, don't leave me." Michael whispered. I looked at him I studied his face trying to work out weather he really meant it. I looked for longer, I just couldn't work out weather he was being serious or not.

"Michael. You left me, you could of spoke to me about what he supposedly did." I stated. I never thought of it that way until now, he could of discussed it with me. Did he? Of course he didn't. He makes me so angry, I just - just.

"What did you expect me to do?" He said shrugging his shoulders, I was trying to stay calm I didn't want to start a war, a shouting war.

"Look. What I am saying is, I believe that Aiden would of done this but I don't understand why you didn't just talk to me." I shrugged.

There is nothing more to say to him, is there.

He doesn't understand that communication in a relationship is key, not being able to talk to your boyfriend is bad, in his case his girlfriend.

"Okay. Whatever maybe I didn't handle it in a way that you like, maybe it was wrong that I kicked you out then expected you to not leave me. But god Jamie, if you listened. I protected you, you could've been hurt I broke up with you to protect you! I didn't want to!" Michael said raising his voice, I flinched slightly. I sighed getting out of my chair, I walked to the door.

"Jamie come back." Michael said rubbing his hands across his face.

This was the moment that I realised I was slightly overreacting.

I turned around to face Michael who had bright red eyes from crying, I wanted to hug him. I wanted to tell him it was all okay but if Aiden found out he would take action. The action wouldn't be good on me or mike.

"Michael, I just want to know why he is doing this." I sighed. I covered my face with my hands.

What to do? What to do...

"Does Emilia know anything?" I blurted out, he looked at me with an raised eyebrow. "I mean, she might know something that-that we don't." I said honestly.

She could know exactly why he is doing this, I know him and I don't have a good friendship but I didn't think he would go as far as hurting me.

"Do you think I should talk to Emilia, Mike?" I said quickly, I wanted to find all this information out as quick as I could. Maybe to quick. Maybe, I should step back for a second. Try and sort out Michael and I. I love him, I do.

"Could we sort other things out first?" He asked nervously scratching the back of his head. I nodded understanding what he was trying to say in a less direct way.

"Michael, I still want to be with you but next time if anything like this happens please tell me instead of taking it into your own hands and hurting my feelings... So bad." I said with my head in my hands. I want him to know that I was hurt by the way he handled it. I know he was sorry but I don't know weather he is saying that just because he is scared.

"Princess-" Oh god, the butterflies. So many butterflies fluttering around in my stomach. I started smiling before he even finshed the sentance. "- I don't want to leave you, ever. I know I handled it in a way that maybe I shouldn't of, I just want to know that I have your forgiveness. I know there will be so much drama in the future that we will have to overcome, but I want to do it together. Not like this, I was talk to you about it before I make any terrible decisons." Michael smiled, I was still smiling because he called me princess.

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I stayed at Michaels with him, he told me his mum wasn't going to come back. She went on another trip with work. He told me how he doesn't think his mum actually works, he seems to think she goes out with multiple of guys. Michael's mum was beautiful, I wouldn't be suprised if what he was saying was true.

I heard a couple knocks at the door, Michael took his arm of my shoulders and walked to the window to see who was at the door.

"Fucking, shit." Michael cursed. "Get in there." He said pointing to the kitchen. I didn't ask why, I just did what he said. I pushed the door shut and heard footsteps into the living room.

"Yes?" Michael said in a angry tone. Who is it? Who comes round at nine o'clock at night for a random chat. I stayed put waiting to hear the rest of the convocation I'm still trying to work out who it would be, and why they would come round at this time of night.

"You still not with her?" A random voice said, I tried to peep round the door but I couldn't see through the tiny gap. I pressed my ear to the door. I hope Michael tell's this guy whoever it is, the truth.

"What does it matter?" I heard Michael say to the person. I wanted to know who it was. I pulled the door, it made the loudest noise ever. Both of the boys heads turned to face to me. I gulped and shut the door back up.

"Jamie!" I heard Aiden's voice shout. For god sake, I get myself into some states. I thought it would of just been someone like his mum. I wouldn't of been in this much trouble if it was his mum... I am so unlucky.

"Jamie, are you going to come out?" His voice said through the door I gave up and came out. When I opened up the door I was faced with Aiden and his stupid smirk that was plastered across his face.

"What?" I said quietly. He fightenend me, a lot. What would he do to me? Well he can't exactly do anything to me, can he? "Why do you hate me so much!?" I said a little louder.

"Why wouldn't I?"