Alone. (Michael Sutthakorn)

Chapter Twenty-Eight

(Michael's POV)

The past week has been a living hell, I've done nothing except cry. My mum came back, she took one look at me crying and told me to grow up. I know, she is a bitch. She was home for around about three maybe four days, then she got sent on another bussiness trip. Part of me thinks she doesn't have a job, I think that maybe she is just going to some man's house. Yes, I think highly of my mother...

Remebering when I had to tell the other what had happened to Jamie makes me shiver, I remeber Ellie beggining to cry. I saw the pained look on Anna's face, Ben didn't show... I am still wondering why but who knows maybe he wasn't such a good friend after all. I love knowing I have that one caring friend, that caring friend was Dan. I remeber him placing his hand on my shoulder and his welsh accent say directly in my ear, "Bro, I am sure she'll be back... You know Jamie, she'll find a way. It'll be okay, promise."

That slight reassurence made my day, I still wasn't happy though. Of course I am still worried for Jamie, who knows what her idiot of a brother is capable of.

I sigh leaning back in my chair, I was done remebering the past I just want to lead a normal life and not worry about a girlfriend who is trapped in a house with her brother and father, both people she despies with a passion.

I never thought for a second my life would be this crazy, I can't say it is a good crazy but I can say that Jamie is worth every second, minute and hour of this endless pain without her...

Dan and I are having a lads night out tonight, Aiden might come to but I doubt he would understand the pain I am going through. Aiden doens't understand anything.. Well anything to do with love life. I can't officially say that I love the girl with all I've got but I care for her. I do love her, just not with everything I've got. Mind you, I haven't really got a lot.

I don't think I should go tonight.... But then again I really wanna get out. I have had no time where I can completely forget about this horrible situation. I know it sounds crazy but tonight I'm going to forget that anything ever happened and just have a good time, should I?

When I put it like that I sound like a horrible person but I've had a rough time lately and having no social life is getting on top of me. Selfish? I know I am but to be honest a teenage boy needs a life.

I was cut out of my deep thoughts by my phone vibrating in my pocket, I shuffled around to try and get it out, my jeans were pretty tight.

Dan.

"Hey bro." I said into the phone, I said it with a smile there is always one person who means the world to me. I know sounds a bit weird but he does, the guy is like my brother.

"Y'alright man?" He said laughing. He was obviously pretty surprised that I was happy. I don't know... I just feel ready. Like I'm finally ready to stop worrying.

"Yeah, man. Proper good." I laughed, I couldn't get this smile of my face. There was absolutely no reason for this major smile on my face but... I love being happy.

"Uh, you might not be happy when I tell you this bro..." Dan said with his voice drifting out in to a whisper.

"Just tell me..." I said. My smile suddenly disappearing into a frown. I wasn't ready for bad news already.

"Aid's coming, apparently he has been having a rough time lately." Dan said. Dan has always been the nice one, I would of told him to fuck off but I don't mind. It's Dan who organised this night out.. His choice.

"That's cool, man." I said trying to sound as happy as I could.

"Cool." Dan said I could almost hear the smile though the phone, obviously I couldn't but his tone was so happy... I don't know any other way to put it.