Alone. (Michael Sutthakorn)

Chapter Thirty.

(Jamie's Pov)

Waking up to the sound of Michael walking into my room, pissed me off. I know it is his room but please, have some respect. You've annoyed me enough as it is in the past day so, how about not waking me up so fucking early in the morning being heavy footed.

Michael looks at me a smiles. I nod, not caring. I don't want to smile at someone who has not a inch of respect for me. Michael will be lucky if I forgive him. I know that is horrible because I haven't heard him out, and that everyone makes mistakes but everyone has the right to be angry. So, I'll take advantage of being angry and be angry.

He looks at me again this time staring at me for longer, I fight the urge of saying something because I was tempted to ask him what the fuck was he looking at? Then his reply would be grumpy, because he has done nothing wrong, when he quite clearly has.

"Are you going to speak to me?" He asks like he has done nothing wrong, fuck off. Am I going to speak to you? Ha, you do make me laugh. You think you're not in the wrong when you cheated on me? I doubt he knows how it feels to be cheated on.

"I don't know, are you going to cheat on me again?" I ask. The pained look on his face showed every single last emotion he has bottled up inside him. I'm waiting for it to blow. I hope it is today because I am going to come back at him, and trust me... I will not stop until he understands what he has done is wrong.

"Look, you haven't even heard me out... You don't know what it is like having your girlfriend go missing and not being able to see her, then having to sit in a house all alone and dwell on what has happened. You weren't in my position ok. If you were, you would understand why I went out and trued to have fun.Then, this girl just-just randomly comes on to me, and I was drunk and-and I couldn't help myself-" That is were I cut him off, he started so well and I even started to believe him. I was starting to think have I been to hard on him? Then he goes and says 'I couldn't help myself'

"You couldn't help yourself?" I bitterly laughed still sitting in his bed, it seems cheeky how I am having a go at him sitting in his own bed but at this moment in time, I don't care at all.

"You know what?" Michael said raising his voice at me.

"What?" I smirked, I wanted him to go on. I am waiting for one particular thing to come out of his mouth.

"Get out." THERE IT IS.

"Here we go again, you're just going to kick me out again are you? Not going to try and resolve it? Really Michael, thought you were better than that." I stated climbing out of Michael's bed, I get up and pull my bag of the floor. Opening the zip I pulled every single one of his items of clothing out of his bag, I left one hoodie and one beanie in. As much as I hate Michael right now, I still want to take a part of him with me... Sounds weird. I know.

"Just please,"Michael said tears brimming in his eyes, I know its weird but I almost feel bad for him now. I shouldn't but I do.

"What, Mike? You know, this isn't working. I'm sorry that I've put you through hell, I understand I wasn't in your position, I probably never will be but... All I can say, is sorry." I smiled nodding, I was keeping in there tears that were trying too fall. I wouldn't let them, there is no point crying over something that is over.

"Jay, are you telling me it's over?" Michael said dropping onto the bed, crying. I wanted to hug him and tell him he did nothing wrong, but he did. He hurt me.

"Mike, this is going to be hard but it is something that has got to happen." I retorted calmly sitting down on the bed that is in the corner of the room. I run my fingertips along his cheek slowly brushing the tears away.

"I'm going to miss you." He cried in my lap, I stroked his hair. I don't know whether to stay or go. If I'm honest, I think I should go. I'm causing him pain, not physically, emotionally.

"Michael, I want you too know that I do love you but I think it will be best for both of us if I leave.." I replied carefully pushing his head off my lap. I picked up my bag, and made my way down the carpet covered stairs.

I heard no footsteps, that told me that there was no chance he was coming after me. This means I'm gone for good, I know, sad... It needs to be done, I know he has never done anything like this before but I can't trust someone who does that because I'm away, what if I had to go away for something important and he done that, because?? He missed me?

My hand pulled on the door handle, I took a step out of the house and almost instantly regretted it... There is no turning back now. I'll miss him, a lot, however his life will be better without me.

(so, how d'you feel?

Two Questions (if I get two-three answers, I'll write another chapter.) :

-Should they get back together?

-Should the Ben&Dan be included in it more? & the other girls? (Emilia, Chloe, Ellie) )