Just Hoping... // Hyunjin x Jisung fanfic [DISCONTINUE]

1-12-2018

To someone that i had loved with all of my heart...

Yet I still remember that you will never love me back...

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Me and Hyunjin gone out to a cafe downtown yesterday because it was the last day of summer. We were neighbors, and I love him with all my heart. Yet I keep remind myself that he won't love me, never. But I still love him.. I just don't know why.

Today is our first day of school. He always shine like a bright star, the light that I love so much. We would laugh and chat all the way to school, but I'm just simply happy with myself that I get to spend time with him. I would always remember his angelic voice when ever he calls my name.  I always remember the beauty on his face and how gentelmen he is toward ladies, yet sometimes I got jealous. If anyone ask me about who memories do I remember the most, I would answered him. Of course I do, I remember everything we did together. We ran away from our family on a week to travel all across Seoul and came back a week later getting scold. Another time, we celebrated his birthday by throwing pies at each other, making the entire dorm is dirty and smell like cakes. Those were some amazing memories for me. Words cannot describe how much I will give up on him, even if i have to trade my soul for him, I'll do it...

I remember every single details about him...

Even if times and distance part us, I could still remember his face like we just met yesterday. 

Today, I was waiting for him at the gate of the school. We would go down to a cat cafe to drink tea and play with adorable kittens. But today is difference... I've waited so long, but he's not coming out. I first thought that he has an extra class after school, so I decided to return to his class. There's no one in the classroom. So I decided to go out to the cafeteria to buy a quick snacks and find him but  our of the blue, I found him, chatting with a someone. I first thought that it might be his classmate but when I saw the boy face, he's a total stranger. I don't know him, at all. I don't want to eavesdrop but I can't help but wanting to know a bit about him, at least his name. I felt that my love was being taken, but I just remember that...

He doesn't belong to me...

I don't belong to anybody

I don't deserve to be loved...

Because i can't even love someone properly...

So I snuck behind the wall that is closest to their seats. They were laughing and talking to each other, I can't help but feel jealous. I couldn't focus at their conversation, but I heard his name