Just Hoping... // Hyunjin x Jisung fanfic [DISCONTINUE]

9-12-2018

We all have a dream.

We all walk on the same path.

But my love for you...

I walk on a rope bridge above the cliff

for you

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I woke up again. In my same bed. In the same world. At the same time. Doing the same thing every day.

Pigeons still fly if you run to them. Children still hate listening to their parents. College still loads you will homework. Life is still the same hell as every day. But a hell with plants and water and dogs are barking from your neighbor.

It's just funny.

I went down to see Jeongin cuddling Chan while sleeping with snacks and chips scattering all around. I can't blame them for making a mess in the living room that we just cleaned yesterday. I went down to toast my Pop-tart and quickly left with toasted bread and scrambled eggs for the others. I ran to school today, and for my luck, I didn't bump into Hyunjin.

But I encountered Seungmin.

"Oh... hey." "What's wrong?" "You... didn't come with Hyunjin today..."

"What are you expecting?"- asked Seungmin.

Do really need to hit me with that face? What are you expecting, me to become his second-hand? It's you who will be his one and only.

"Well you always walk with him to school, is that a problem?" I replied, trying to backfire him a bit. But he didn't take any hint.

"He's sick I guess? I don't care by the way, because you seem to be annoyed by him," he said. I don't know if he is intentionally saying that or not, because it hits the weakest corner of my heart that I haven't considered before. But I tried to stand still, at least to not break down right in front of him.

If I broke down, I would cry in front of everyone like my confession got denied. I'm afraid that I will pour everything inside me that's been burying me beside works.

But I just couldn't.

I don't know why. But I would always refuse to do whatever my body said.

Because I'm afraid that I'll make a wrong move.

And ends everything. "No never mind. Catch you later then." I cut him and leave him standing. I got into my class and sat next to Minho, my tablemate. "Hey." "Hey, you good?" I just stay silent. He moved closer to me. "I know that Hyunjin is being a prick, but is there anything I can do to help with your relationship?" I didn't want to think and I won't either. There's nothing you can do get attention with someone with a lovesick filled-up mind.