Just Hoping... // Hyunjin x Jisung fanfic [DISCONTINUE]

6-12-2018

I don't understand our relationship.

Sometimes we're just friends, sometimes we're more than friends...

other times, I'm just a stranger to you.

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Life just seems to go down day by day. I woke up this morning to fought the same demons that left me so tired last night, and that demon my love, is bravery. I tried to adapted to it, to live with it, to be it; but the more I try, the more I want to give up.

So... I just gave up.

But I couldn't, because of you love.

I don't feel like waking up today, hoping that I was still sleeping while the fire alarm was still on. "Hey Jisung, do you wanna have breakfast or..." "Just bring it to my bed, thank you." I cut of Felix's words. I've never done that and I felt extremely guilty but I just felt like... giving up on everything today. "Oh, ok then." he quickly said before leaving the room. I groaned and managed to grab the phone and check messages. Most of them came from the group chat of my dumbass friends that I loved and some others were advertising messages, click-baits and my family reminders.

None of them came from Hyunjin. I started scrolling up our previous messages with each other. We used to chat 25/24 and it was like... non-stop...

Until he found Seungmin. He stopped talking to me ever since and I thought like there's no reason for him to start talking to me back then.

So basically him and I just shut off our connection and lives our own life. I hope so.

I finally got out of my sleeping position when Changbin came in with vanilla ice-cream waffles with syrup and chicken legs. "Jeongin and Woojin made these, I hope you like it." he smiled before putting on my desk. I sigh. At least the smell of breakfast makes me feel more relax. I spread some ice-cream vanilla onto a piece of waffles and take a bite, feeling calm by the heat of fresh-made waffles and . This thing taste strange. I tried the so called vanilla-ice-cream again and realized... "This isn't ice-cream, it's the butter." I face-palmed myself mentally. (A/N: Welp rip. If you're a NCTzen then you will understand.)