I know that i don't deserve you
yet i still love you so bad
Highest rank: #2 in hyunsung
I promise i will comeback with a better content i promise. From now on, this account is going on a hibernation and if you want to read my English book then you...
I just got to school and expected to see Hyunjin greeting me, but know, even life betrayed me. I felt so down so I just kept down and started walking to school. When I reached to a bus stop, I saw Hyunjin was waiting and Seungmin got down from a bus. As they started talking and walked to school together, I just can't hold anymore pain as I started sobbing and ran back to the dorm and just cried.
How could helping a friend cause so much pain like this?
I was crying when someone entered my room. Felix and Jeongin looked at me with concerned. "Are you ok hyung? We will call the teacher that you're absent today if you're not feeling good." I just sobbed a please. "I'm going to make food for him. Can you call the teacher Felix hyung?" Felix nodded and dialed the number. I just stared at them feeling guilty, relief and terribly hurt. How could I have such amazing friend like this when I'm not worth taking cares of. "Hyung, the teacher said that he allowed us to stay home with you" "But what about your boyfriends?" "They will understand." I just looked down. I hope that I have someone to understand me, just a friend is too good already.
Jeongin laid down next to me and asked. "Hyung, is there a problem with you and Hyunjin?"
Yes and a lot actually.
"Not really, we just have a bit issue with each other." "Is there anything that we could help-" "No it's fine, we can sorted it out soon." I've just lied to my best friends and lied to myself. Both of them looked at each other and left the room. "Hey Han, let's go out a bit today. Your sad mood doesn't fit your joyful face." Felix smiled, his freckles lighten up. Jeongin agreed, his dimple showed and his cute braces that he had 3 years ago. At least I can forget about him for now. I agreed and quickly washed my face and changed into a new outfit.
(I first thought that Han never wore a sweater, but when I found this...
FIGHT ME!!)
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