Just Hoping... // Hyunjin x Jisung fanfic [DISCONTINUE]

12-12-2018

Run away, run away...
Run away from you...

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The winter is getting colder, the morning isn't as bright and as warm as the beginning of December. When the sun finally shines, snow is covering every inch of the ground, and whatever you can see is a sea of ice.

Same with Jisung's heart.

But snow can be heated and melt...
Just like how spring melts snow...
Will the blossom day brings a change?
And lighten up his dark room?

But there is not time to think about it, as test term is right around the corner. He can't afford to fail any test, as the chance of being forced to move back into his mother's house is the worst thing that could possibly happened. It's where all his nightmare starts, all the insecurities and self-doubt...

He just got out of it, he cannot return back to it...
He hates it.

"Any how hyung, are you feeling a lot better?" A good old Aussie accent cuts his thought. He turns around to see the same freckle face boy, Felix. He changes so much, even though he's his best friend, he can't even catch a glimpse at him. Felix has grown a lot taller (while sadly Jisung is still a short ass squirrel) and his facial features are more mature. He changed while I'm still pinning on a hopeless crush.

"Yeah I'm fine. You need anything?" Jisung said as he put his attention on his long forgotting friend. He has forgot too many friends.

"It's almost Christmas, and Woojin hyung is going to feed us up with some free time!" Felix exclaims.

"You literally have free time at school, every single day." Jisung scold the taller boy.

"But Woojin said he will allow me to go shopping with him during Christmas sale!" This boy could literally get excited about everything, from getting cinema popcorn to even getting new school supplies. He could even jump if any of his friend ask to go out to a freaking library with him. Like who can just get excited by going to a boring bookcase room? But basically, anything that has to do with going out, it can hypes this foreign boy up.

But the scene doesn't seem to match up as a hyped puppy is getting all giddy while the other just has confusion written all over his face.

"Anyway, breakfast is ready, get down hyung, we are going to prepare for Christmas." Felix changed the topic, as if just let the air be, it can get pretty awkward.

Very awkward to be honest.

But if you say that Felix isn't expecting a denial, he is terrible at lying then. But that didn't happened.

"Yeah sure, I'll be down with you guys."

Felix was shocked. More than shock to be true. He has been living with Jisung just as long as most of the other members, and the only one that is closest to Jisung, by age and personalities. Recently, he has been accepting the fact that his friend has changed, far gone from the cheerful Jisung he used to know. Always sad, crying, talking to himself. Not many people at school really accepts him, but because he is Jisung's friend, he will care for Jisung no matter what. But now, this one, friendly, non-depressing Jisung just came back without on such a random day, 2 weeks before Christmas, no special occasions (not yet) or anything unique. He's just... back.