Just Hoping... // Hyunjin x Jisung fanfic [DISCONTINUE]

7-12-2018

If love is like playing the game of luck...

Then why is everyone so lucky, but not me?

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I've run all the way home yesterday and now I'm afraid of waking up while the sun is shining through the curtains. 

I'm afraid to see him

I want to recall all the amazing moments we had together...

Once, we went into the forest while our parents were preparing the picnic. We caught a squirrel while picking nuts, fruits, and chasing butterflies. He said he will keep it as a pet because it looks like me. I was really flustered because he said he loves squirrels...

But now, I don't even know if his squirrel is really alive or not...

Another time, we went to a waterfall in Canada and check behind it to see if there are any treasures. We found some really colorful stones that glow when the lights reflect them...

Now, I still kept them in my box along with some photos to remind me about those amazing memory...

But for him, it's just the past...

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It's 7 in the morning, but it's Sunday. That's all. It's Sunday, I will stay at home, avoiding him and everyone at all cost and just drowned myself in thoughts. Suddenly, my phone rang. "Who the hell is it now?" I said as I lazily dragged myself to the table. 

Hello mom.

How are you doing sweetheart?

I'm fine. I'm keeping a good level at school and I'm still focusing on my professional art course.

...

There is silence at the other end. I sighed in depress:

Mom, what are you not proud of me?

Jisung, I've never asked you to be proud of yourself.

What?