A few hours have gone by and they have been exchanging Santana horror stories. As they would go on and laugh at some of the stuff Santana has don't Rachel realized that Quinn hasn't said anything, not even laughed at some of the stories. She just had her nose in her phone. Quinn wasn't even doing anything she was just looking at a picture of her and Santana during Rocky horror on their second year of Glee Club. Rachel had to make any excuse so that they could be alone so she could talk to her.
"Hey ju am getting a little hungry I am heading down to the cafeteria. Quinn can you come with me." Rachel asked looking at Quinn. Quinn finally looked up from her phone for the first time in a few hours.
"Yeah sure I will go with you." Quinn whispered. Every since she found out about Santana being in the hospital she only whispers. It like she lost her voice in those 2 seconds they said Santana's name on the news. Once the door closed to the elevator Rachel took this as her chance.
"Babe what is wrong with you?" Rachel asked plain and simple.
"Nothing why to you ask?" Quinn whispered.
"That is why I ask. You haven't said anything and when you do say something you whisper. You won't even look at me." Rachel said trying to find Quinn's green eyes.
"Sorry I will try not to disappoint you next time." Quinn whispered looking at her feet.
"Quinn tell me what your feeling. I really want to know what is wrong with you you have said like two words. The entire time you're have been looking in you have been looking at you phone. Quinn I am begging you please talk to me." Rachel said to Quinn who still refuses to look into her eyes.
"I am sorry." Quinn whispered.
"Quinn I was there when you found out about Santana. I was there when you told Brittany and I was with you all the way to the hospital an the entire time you have showed nothing. You haven't showed my emotion." Rachel said quieter still trying to find Quinn's eyes.
"Sorry I will try and do better.I guess I am a little tired." Quinn whispered.
"Ok then go home and come back when you feel better." Rachel said walking in the opposite direction of the door to the cafeteria. Quinn headed to the door and walked home. She still had no expression. She was just stuck and didn't know how to get out of it. Whenever something horrible happened to her or someone close to her she would get in this weird position were she was stuck in on emotion. When her dad left she was stuck in the sad emotion until Rachel talked her out of it. Rachel was able to get her out of that because Santana made her because she knew it would get out of that. Santana has always has been able to get her out of it. When Rachel got beat up she was stuck to the point to she wanted to kill the person who beat her up but Santana got she out of it. Now she is stuck in this weird empty emotion were it like everything is in black and white. She sort of lost all that was happy about her and was taken away from her and just left her feeling empty. Quinn went to the apartment a took a nap for a about 3 hours until her phone started ringing. She looked at the picture it was her and Rachel senior year at six flags for their senior ditch day.
On the phone:
"Hey Rach." Quinn whispered.
"Hey babe do you feel any better?" Rachel asked.
"I guess." Quinn whispered still feeling nothing.
"Well she is awake so get her as soon as you can." Rachel said and with that she hang up. Quinn got up off the couch and went to the hospital. Once she walked in the room she saw Santana sitting up in the bed watching tv with a sling on her right arm with no one else in the room.
"Hey Quinn." Santana said turning the tv off.
"Hey Santana." Quinn whisper and walked in the room and sat in the chair across from her.
"Guess what. I get to go home tonight since there wasn't any infections when the bullet went in my stomach or shoulder." Santana said excited to go home and sleep in her bed with her girlfriend.
"That's great San good for you." Quinn whispered with a blank face. She didn't even look at Santana when she was talking to her.
"Quinn come here." Santana said confused on why Quinn is acting like this. Quinn got up and sat on the edge of the bed.
"What's wrong?" Santana asked.
"Nothing." Quinn said looking at her feet.
"Quinn that is bullcrap. You and I both know something is wrong with you now tell me what's up." Santana said looking for Quinn's eyes. Santana finally got an idea of what is wrong with her but she needed to know for sure.
"Fine nothing is wrong with you. Are you excited for you wedding?" Santana asked.
"Yeah can't wait." Quinn whispered almost sarcastically.
"Quinn something is definitely wrong." Santana said looking for Quinn's eyes.
"I don't know what your talking about." Quinn whispered.
"Quinn are you stuck again?" Santana asked. Quinn looked Santana in the eye for the first time since she has been up and nodded her head.
"Quinn describe it to me and look me in the eye. Don't look away." Santana said.
"I don't know how to describe it. When I heard your name on the news it was like I couldn't see color. Everything was black and white. Then I lost my voice and all I could do was whisper. Then I saw you in this bed and everything was broken." Quinn said with tears coming down her cheeks. As she spoke she was locking in on Santana's brown eyes.
"Can I be honest?" Quinn asked and Santan nodded her head.
"I really did think I lost you and I didn't know how to cope with losing you because I have can't remember my life before you. It has always been you and me since 6th grade and it never changed. All that happened was she took in Brittany in 9th and The Unholy Trinity was born." Quinn said with tears falling then started to giggle towards the end.
"Yeah but Quinn look at me I am still here. It is going to take much more than two bullets to get me out of your life." Santana said with a smile on her face.
"I didn't know what I would do without you because without you no one would stop me from being stupid. No one would help me get presents for Rachel because we all know I am not the best gift giver. I would just be lost. Without you I wouldn't have taken a chance on myself. Now I have the girl of my dreams because of you." Quinn said.
"Quinn I am not going anywhere and even when we die you will die first." Santana said causing both of them to giggle.
"Come here." Santana said reaching her arms out and Quinn went in to hug her.
~3 hours later~
Santana was out of the hospital and since they spent so much time in the hospital they are behind on planning.
"Ok so we need to figure out who the officiant is going to be. We already went through the most people and we couldn't do them because they are all booked or weren't on good terms with Santana." Rachel said giving her a look.
"What I have a lot of enemies." Santana said.
"Have you ever tried becoming friends with any of you enemies?" Quinn asked.
"I did once but soon she will be someone else problem." Santana said.
"Who was it? Do I know them?" Quinn asked.
"I hope you do because she is your fiancé." Santana said with a smirk.
"You know, now that I think about it I liked you better in a hospital bed." Rachel said.
"Thank you I can say the same for you." Santana said still smiling.
"Ok so let's refocus and get these last little details on this wedding because I haven't even started to pack since we will be there for the wedding and the last glee club meeting." Kurt said.
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My First and Last Love
Fanfiction*Rachel and Quinn have always hated each other,but have you ever thought why? Rachel Barbra Berry has two dads, lives in Lima, Ohio, and goes to William McKinley High School. Rachel loves to sing which is why she is in Glee Club. *Lucy Quinn Fabray...
