My First and Last Love

Chapter 30- Lets Talk

It has been a month since Rachel last saw Quinn. She would call,text, even go to her house but Quinn would never be there. Rachel is not taking the separation well at all. Kurt is over at Rachel's 24/7 talking about how much it hurts. Rachel has not been taking care of herself either. She only takes showers when Kurt tells her which is every week, she only takes naps, and she is living off of toast and fruity pebbles only because that was Quinn's favorite cereal.
Knock knock knock
"Go away!" Rachel yelled at her room door.
"Come on pumpkin, let me in." Leroy said in a soft voice from the other side of the door and Rachel sighed.
"Fine, come in." Rachel said.
"Hey sweetheart. How you feeling?" Leroy asked.
"Well my wife hasn't talked to me in a month, I am living off of bread and fruity pebbles, I go to work in sweat pants, a hoodie, and my house slippers, I haven't taken a shower in over a week, and I have been watching the second fast and furious on repeat because that is Quinn favorite one, so yeah I an just perfect." Rachel said being sarcastic and her dad look a little hurt. "I'm sorry, I just hate this. I screwed up the one thing that was stable in my life. You and dad are getting a divorce, the glee club is still on the rocks, and my career ended the minute I quit Funny Girl. Quinn was the thing that I would look forward to when I would get home from work. She would massage my feet, or make me dinner, or we would have sex. Oh, my god, we would have amazing sex. I miss her daddy, I miss her a lot. The last thing she said before she walked out the front door was that she can't even look at me." Rachel added and tears come down her cheeks.
"Since I don't know what you are going through, I called someone who does." Leroy said and Brittany walked in.
"Britt what are you doing here?" Rachel asked.
"Your dad called me and told me that you haven't been taking this well, so you are going to shower and I will met you downstairs." Brittany said.
"I am going to work and won't be home until tonight." Leroy said walking out of the room.
~after Rachel took a shower~
Rachel walked down the stairs and saw Brittany on the couch laughing at cartoons.
"Cookie?" Brittany asked holding out a Oreo package.
"Thanks." Rachel said and taking one out of the package. Rachel sat down next to Brittany and opened the Oreo and took her finger and wiped some of the cookie cream out and licked her finger. Quinn would always laugh at how she eats her Oreos, she even took a picture of her one time and now it is her wallpaper on her phone.
"So have you talked to her." Rachel said breaking the silence.
"Yeah, I talked to her a few days ago. She really misses you Rach." Brittany said.
"Yeah, I miss her too." Rachel said looking down at her cookie.
"Ok let's talk about you." Brittany said turning her whole body to face Rachel and turning off the tv. "What are you feeling?" Brittany asked.
"Sad, guilty, like there is no way in hell she will forgive me. The thing is that everyone at the wedding told her not to screw it up but it was me that screwed it all up." Rachel said letting a tear fall. "I just wish that I can rewind and go back to that day and say no, but I can't I hurt her, and there is no way in hell she would want me." Rachel said.
"Rachel don't say that, Quinn loves you she just needs to find another way of trusting you." Brittany said.
"She will come to you when she is ready but until then you need to take better care of yourself. You can't keep living like this it's not healthy." Brittany added.
"I am kinda surprised that Santana hasn't come to kill me yet." Rachel said.
"That's because she has been busy with something I am not sure what tho. Well I gotta go, I am having dinner with Santana's parents. I will see you later Rachel." Brittany said standing and walking to the door.
~the next day~
Rachel got up to the smell of breakfast. She reached over to the right side of the bed and she remembered that Quinn wasn't there. That happens all the time, for a split second she forgets the Quinn is gone and it hits her like a ton of bricks. Everyday she would hope to see Quinn over the stove making breakfast but everyday her hopes would slowly crumble everyday and today was no different. She ate with her dad and then went up stairs. She put on some black sweatpants, and a grey hoodie and her slippers. She got to McKinley looking horrible, everyone was looking at her weird cause they didn't expect her to show up. For the past month she wouldn't go to work at all and have Kurt run Glee Club. She was walking through the the hallway and walked into her office. Kurt walked in and was surprised to see her.
"Rachel what are you doing here?" Kurt asked.
"My dad made me come to work since I haven't been here in a month." Rachel said really depressed.
"Rachel you can't be here looking like this." Kurt said.
"Wow, Rachel you look like you just got hit by a bus." Sam said as he walked in to bring Kurt his coffee.
"Rachel I think you should go home." Kurt said.
"Ok fine, I will go home." Rachel said and got up. Rachel walked to her car and before she knew it she was at home. She got out and walked in. She looked at the couch and saw Quinn sitting there she eyes red from crying.
"What are you doing here?" Rachel asked surprised to see her.
"I finally got the courage to listen to the voicemails and read the texts you have sent me over the past month and you said you wanted to talk so here I am ready to talk." Quinn said. Rachel walked over to the couch and sat down on the opposite side of Quinn.
"So, how have you been?" Rachel asked after a moment of awkward silence.
"I have been good. You?" Quinn said.
"I have been good." Rachel said.
"No you haven't." Quinn said getting a confused look from Rachel. "I know you haven't been taking care of yourself. Kurt told me about your weird diet that you have been on and you sleeping habits." Quinn said.
"Your one to talk, since when have you loved Funny Girl, or vegan sausage." Rachel said breaking the tension and they both laughed.
"I have missed you Rachel, a lot." Quinn admitted.
"I have missed you too. I am just really sorry for what I did to you an how I made you feel. Trust me if I could got back in time and say no to Rebecca I would and say that I have a wife that I love with all my heart. I know that you lost trust in me but just give my one more chance and I promise you that I won't do anything to hurt you like that again. I love you Quinn so much and will do everything in my power to earn your trust." Rachel said.
"Rachel, I forgave you a long time ago I just needed more time to figure out what I was going to say to you. Rachel, I could never bring myself to leave you, I could never. I just love you way to much." Quinn said looking into Rachel's eyes. Quinn leaned in and slowly but sweetly kissed Rachel's lips. After a few minutes the kissing got faster and rougher. Rachel flicked her tongue on Quinn's bottom lip asking for entrance. Quinn parted her lips and Rachel's tongue burst through her lips and into Quinn's mouth earnings moan from Quinn. Quinn then started to trail kisses down Rachel's jaw and then neck using her tongue in Rachel's sensitive spots earning a moan every time. As Quinn is marking Rachel's neck she is playing with the hem of Rachel's shirt. Quinn slides her hand under Rachel's hoodie and takes it off. Quinn moves back to Rachel's lips exploring every inch of Quinn's mouth. Rachel moves down to marking Quinn's neck when Rachel's phone goes off.
"Let it go to voicemail." Quinn breathed out and Rachel continued to suck on Quinn's pulse point. Then her phone rings again.
"What if it's important?" Rachel asked lifting her head from Quinn's neck.
"Fine but I am really turned on by you right now so you are gonna have to make it up to me." Quinn whispered in Rachel's ear before getting off her and walked to the kitchen.
On the phone:
"Hello?" Rachel said.
"Hey Rach." Kurt said.
"Hey what's up?" Rachel said and Quinn came back in with a cup of water and sat down next to Rachel.
"Hey I wanted to see how you were holding up." Kurt said as Rachel crawled into Quinn's lap.
"I am great, never better." Rachel said while Quinn starts to nibble on her neck.
"That's good, I am glad your better. So will I see tomorrow at work?" Kurt asked while Rachel bit down on her bottom lip to stop herself from moaning as Quinn sucked harder.
"Mmm, yeah I will see you tomorrow." Rachel moaned and Quinn giggled on her neck the moved and sucked behind Rachel's ear because she knew it would drive her nuts.
"Cool, so what did you do when you got home?" Kurt asked.
"Kurt give me a minute, Quinn is seriously trying to finger me on this couch right this second." Rachel said getting off Quinn's lap and going stepping out to the backyard to continue their conversation while Quinn was giggling. "Ok what were we before my horny wife interrupted us." Rachel asked and Kurt laughed.
"So Quinn is back?" Kurt asked.
"Yep and more horny than ever." Rachel said.
"Well that's good. So I guess I know what you two were doing before I called." Kurt said through giggles.
"Yeah to be honest it feels amazing to have her back. I thought that then next time I would see her as to discuss divorce papers." Rachel said.
"Well I could if you want." Quinn said from behind Rachel with a playful smirk on her face making Rachel jump.
"Jesus Quinn, you scared the hell outta me!" Rachel yelled.
"My bad, I didn't mean to." Quinn said walking up to Rachel and sliding her hand around Rachel's waist.
"What do you want you hornball?" Rachel asked.
"Ouch. I am hurt." Quinn said sarcastically and put her left hand over her heart like she was actually hurt and pouted.
"Whatever what do you want?" Rachel asked.
"Well Santana invited us to dinner at her house and I wanted to know if you wanted to go." Quinn asked.
"Believe it or not I have never been to Santana's house." Rachel said and Quinn and Kurt gasped.
"Wait you have never had Mama Lopez food?" Quinn asked.
"No, is that so bad?" Rachel asked a little confused on why that is such a big deal.
"Yes!" Kurt and Quinn yelled at the same time.
"Her food is amazing! Rachel you have to come, her food is to die for!" Kurt said.
"Kurt are you coming?" Quinn asked.
"Yeah Santana invited everyone." Kurt said.
"Fine if it is such a big deal to the both of you, I guess we can go." Rachel gave in. "But only because your so cute." Rachel said and kissed Quinn on the cheek.
"Cool, I am going inside because it is in the middle of October and I am outside in a undershirt." Quinn said and walked back inside.
"So I will see you tonight Kurt." Rachel said.
"Ok see ya." Kurt said and hung up the phone. Rachel walked back in to see Quinn watching the second Fast and Furious.
~dinner at Santana's~
Knock knock knock
"I'll get it!" They heard someone yell from the other side of the door. Then the door opened and the saw Santana.
"Hey if it isn't the gayest couple I know: Quinn and Rachel." Santana said as Rachel and Quinn walked in.
"Where's Mama Lopez?" Quinn asked Santana.
"In the kitchen." Santana said. "And Riley in upstairs with Britt." Santana added.
"You have to meet Mama Lopez." Quinn said leading Rachel to the kitchen. Quinn walked in and saw a woman that looked like a older version on Santana with a apron on with food stains all on it and she looked at Quinn and stopped.
"Is that little Q?" She asked.
"It's me Mama." Quinn said as she let go of Rachel's hand and hugging her.
"And who is this young lady?" She asked.
"Mama this is Rachel, my wife, Rachel this is Mama Lopez. I have known her for as long as I can remember, she was like a second mom to me." Quinn explained.
"It's nice to meet you." Rachel said.
"Didn't you date a Rachel in high school?" She asked Quinn going back to cooking.
"Yeah this is her." Quinn said.
"I don't think I have met her before." She said.
"Yeah me and Santana we have a odd relationship." Rachel said.
"Santana Maria Sophia Gabriela Lopez!" She shouted.
"What Mami." Santana said coming into the kitchen.
"What haven't you given this young lady a tour?" She asked Santana.
"Because I didn't feel like it." Santana said.
"Sé amble." She said.
"Pero mamá no quiero." Santana said back.
"Sé una buena anfitriona y muéstrale." Santana's mother said back.
"Jesús mamá, Fine. Let's go Rachel." Santana said.
"What just happened?"  Rachel whispered to Quinn.
"Long story short, your going on a tour and I am going to go say hi to Papi." Quinn said going to the living room to find Puck, Artie, Blaine, and Papi in the living room watching the basketball game.  
"Is that little Q?" Papi asked.
"Yeah it's me Papi. How much did I miss?. Quinn asked finding a seat in a chair and looking at the tv.
"We are into the second quarter, Knicks are leading by 5, Brooklyn as the ball and if this makes shot then they will lead by 8 points." Puck said.
"Let's just hope that Brooklyn doesn't screw this up." Papi said. Meanwhile Santana and Rachel were going up the stairs.
"So this is my little sisters room." Santana said and and opened the door and they walked in.
"Hey Riley." Santana said.
"Hey who's that?" Riley said pointing to Rachel.
"This is Rachel, this is Quinn's wife." Santana said.
"Hi." Rachel said and waved.
"Hi, I'm Riley." Riley said.
"Well it's nice to meet you Riley." Rachel said shaking her hand.
"Riley where did Britt go?" Santana asked realizing that Britt wasn't in there.
"I don't know." Riley said.
"Boo!" Brittany jumped out from behind the door and scaring Rachel.
"Jesus Britt." Santana said and Riley laughed.
"I'm sorry." Brittany said once she stopped laughing.
"Whatever." Santana said and Brittany wrapped her arms around Santana's waist and lightly kiss her neck.
"Guys child standing right there." Rachel said.
"Oops." Brittany said and stopped.
"So Riley how old are you?" Rachel asked.
"I am 7." Riley said holing up eight fingers.
"Ri, your holing up eight fingers." Santana said.
"No, Britt-Britt thought me that you thumb isn't a finger." Riley said with her hands on her hips.
"Yup she is definitely you sister." Rachel said.
"Whatever dwarf." Santana said and walked out the room.
"Let's go down stairs and get Britt-Britt a beer." Brittany said and picked her up and they walked down the stairs with Rachel following them.
"God they just let him blow right past him!" Quinn said.
"Esta va a ser una larga no he culo." Papi said.
"Cuéntana sobre eso." Quinn said.
"I didn't know you can speak Spanish." Rachel said walking in with a opened beer in her hand and sat in Quinn's lap.
"Did I forget to tell you that?" Quinn asked.
"Um, yeah, you did." Rachel said sipping her beer.
"Well there are a lot of things you don't know." Quinn said.
"Like what?" Rachel asked.
"I guess you gotta stick around to find out." Quinn said and pecked Rachel's lips then turned her attention back to the game.
"Dinner!" Mama Lopez said and everyone got up and went to the dinner table. After they prayed they are and started to talk amongst themselves.
"So Rachel tell me about you." Mama Lopez said.
"Well I have two dads, I have lived here all my life, then after I graduated I moved to New York with this dork then I moved back here." She said.
"So you guys are married?" Papi asked.
"That's right, almost 9 months." Quinn said.
"Have you guys thought about having kids?" Papi asked making Quinn choke on her beer.
"Papi that hasn't even come up yet." Quinn said.
"Yeah we haven't thought about that yet." Rachel said. "Right now we are focusing on getting out of my dads house and getting a place of our own.
"How is the house hunting going by the way?" Blaine asked.
"It is going, we just had a minor set back." Rachel said.
"It called you cheating." Santana mumbled under her breath and Quinn kicked her under the table.
~after dinner~
"Ugh that was amazing." Rachel said taking her shoes off at the door.
"I told you Mama Lopez is the best." Quinn said plopping on the couch.
"And now what do you say I take you up stairs and we do that thing we like to do." Rachel asked and biting her lip.
"Watch Funny Girl?" Quinn asked.
"No. . . This." Rachel said and kissed Quinn's neck.
"Oh, that thing. Then Yes! Hell Yes!" Quinn said and took Rachel's hand and lead her up stairs.