Fate II ADOPTED BY SHANE DAWSON!!

Sorry

I wonder the school aimlessly, looking for a girl with died black hair with purple highlights, and black clothing head to toe. I needed to tell her that I am so sorry for Emily's behavior along with mine. All I did was sit back and watch it happen, afraid to even interfere or try to help.

But where is Raven? Surely she didn't leave already, school ended like five minutes ago. Five minutes of me searching every bathroom and every stairway. I think back to what I did if I had a bad day and Nicole would pick me up, back when she was still packing to leave me.

Sometimes when the gym was not occupied by basketball or cheer I would pick the lock and go behind the bleachers. The gym was big and so dark, and k had my phone light to cut and cry. I would wait until Nicole called and pretend that everything was fine.

It didn't take long before my feet took me to the school gym. The doors were locked like always so I grabbed a paperclip from a nearby classroom and picked the lock easily. I didn't have to worry about any students finding me, the hallway was empty.

The door gave way to a huge pitch black gym with the bleachers still down. I squint my eyes to look through the darkness and see something, a light flicker off. Found ya. I Turn my own flashlight on and walk towards where I saw the light. A few moments later I find Raven begin the bleacher with her eyes stained red. There were no blades, only blood seeping through her sweatshirt where she tried to hide it.

"um...hi.."Raven says in a small voice, but replaces it quickly."What do you want?"

I gasp at her hostility, but then again, I deserve this.

"You didn't actually think I would be all like,' sign my forehead!' After what your friends did at lunch? What would Shane say?"

I'm a little taken back at how hurt Raven actually is. I needed to settle this before it gets worse for her.

I go and sit under the bleachers across from her, keeping my light in between us. "I came to apologize for everything..i-I didn't know Emily was like that. If I knew she was..i would have never said yes." I sigh."I just didn't want to be the school's biggest loner again.."

"Oh, well you aren't anymore. You're actually quiet popular, and you actually screwed everything up on your first day. Congrats. Now leave."

I stop Raven from turning my phone off. "I need you to understand, ok?" I say in a whisper.

Raven gives me a slight nod, her eyes urging me to reassure her. Maybe Raven doesn't hate me?

"I'm sorry. For everything, I just wanted to fit in for once and I swear I didn't know who Emily really was until at lunch."I say so fast, catching my breath."And Im sorry for letting everything happen and not doing anything. I think you're really cool and we are so much alike."

There is a moment of silence before Raven is squeezing me to death in a hug. I freeze before actually hugging back, tears threatening to spill. I never had someone understand me like this other then Shane and Ryland, this is awesome. I feel like I've found my second half!

"Ugh I hate when I cry in front of people. I forgive you , I know what its like." Raven rolls her eyes, sinking back into the wall behind her.

"So we cool?"

Raven nods."hold on.."

I watch as raven gets up to wipe a tear from my eye with her thumb, sending electricity through me. Woah.

"Relax, its not like I'm in love with you." Raven winks, sending butterflies I my stomach."but if I were, it would be a toxic relationship with Emily involved."

Raven laughs."Yeah,So what were you doing before I got here? I'm worried." I blurt. Why am I so stupid?

Raven doesn't answer, and it takes me a moment to know what she really was doing before I got here. She only gets up, turning to help me up as well. Even with the touch of her hand, it sent shivers down my spine, and it took me a moment to really understand why. Did I really like another girl...I couldn't, that would be wrong. That's what my father said to me..

I pack my stuff up and Raven and I hurry out the door. We say our goodbyes before going our separate ways. What a good person..im glad I took the time to apologize. I feel better and I made a friend, one who is literally the same as me.

I smile to myself. Maybe fitting in didn't have to be in a squad or a group. 

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A/N: if the chapter is a little short, and all over the place, its because I cut a very offensive scene out of the chapter. It didnt connect with how shitty this scene was with me, until a reader reached out to me, and told me how bad it really was. I wrote this story awhile ago(last year maybe??) And I was a whole different person then. I wont go into to much detail, because I replied to the reader a little bit about why I never edited it in the first place. Im sorry to anyone who took it bad- I do now that I know, and I totally agree- that scene was very offensive and wrong. Please comment, or share your thoughts whenever something in the story is offending you, I will make sure to fix it.

Thanks again _avocadogod_

-Rissa