Rejects (a luke hemmings fanfiction)

The party

I'm sitting in the corner of my shower crying. Why did this have to happen to me? He was all I had. How dare they take him from me. My brother just got adopted and I didn't go with him and now he's gone and I have no idea where he is. He was the only one I could talk to. My eyes graze the shower until they meet a razor. I don't even think before I make a fresh cut across my wrist. The blood spills down my arm, dripping to the bottom of the shower. I slide the razor across my arm once more, until the cuts are all the way up both arms. I've been craving the feeling of a razor against my skin for ages. It feels just as good as it used to. But then I remember. The party tonight. All the people. How am I going to hide these? I feel a warm tear slide down my cheek, another tear following. I stand up from the shower and step out into the coldness of the bathroom. I look at my red, swollen arms and feel my eyes well up with tears. Why did I just do that? They were gone. All the stupid fucking cuts were gone and now I made new ones. Great job Lux. Great job.

I look at the clock in the bathroom, checking the time, and see that it's almost time for the party. I quickly dry my hair and straighten it. I apply my black eyeshadow, and bright red lipstick. I walk into my room, deciding what to wear. I quickly put on fishnet leggings along with a short, tight strapless black dress that make my boobs look bigger, pairing it with black stilettos. I put on a few bracelets on each arm, hoping it will cover up most of my cuts. I take one last look at myself, sigh, and grab my bag and climb out the window, praying that I won't get caught. I text panda telling her where to pick me up. In less than ten minutes, panda is parked in front of me, wearing a black skater skirt, knee high socks with black high top converse, along with a corset looking crop top. She has her short hair in two low piggy tails. She looks absolutely amazing, considering what she is wearing. I swear she can look good in anything. She has to be the most confident person I have ever met.

"Ready to go? You look hot." Panda gapes

I smile at her compliment and get into the passenger seat of her car. She begins blasting bring me the horizon and we scream along to the music until we stop in front of an intimidatingly large house filled with high and drunk teens. I instantly get excited. I jump out of the car, panda following behind. I walk to the front of the house, all eyes following me. As I enter through the door of the house, I am handed a red cup full of vodka. I take a huge gulp and the familiar sting slides down my throat.

"Hey Lux, I'm gonna go check out that guy over there. See ya in a few?"

I nod my head and wave her off. I quickly spot the familiar green hair and make my way towards him. Once I reach him, he has his hand on a dark headed boys thigh.

"Oh my god, Lux! You came. You look smokin hot,"

I smile.

"Oh and Lux, this is Calum. My man candy," he winks and bites his lip as he looks at Calum.

I smile and we shake hands.

"Nice to meet ya, Lux." He smiles.

"LETS PLAY SUCK AND BLOW," a drunk teenager slurs as he wobbles into the room. Everyone starts gathering into the living room, sitting next to each other. I sit on the couch beside calum. When I look up, my breath hitches. Luke Hemmings walks into the room looking as beautiful as usual. He makes his way toward a slutty looking blonde and puts his arm around her.

"Hey mate, we are playing suck and blow. Are you in?" One of the boys asks.

"Okay, whatever. This is so stupid. Suck and blow, are you guys in middle school?" He scoffs.

I roll my eyes and try to look somewhere else other than at him.

The game begins to start and a guy puts the card on his lips as he passes it to another girl and it goes down the line and reaches the slutty blonde next to luke. As she passes it to him, she drops it and kisses him. They start doing a full on makeout session right there in front of everyone. A few drunk guys cheer them on. I roll my eyes and decide I need another drink. I get up and make my way towards the kitchen.

"Hey babe, I'm so glad you came,"

I turn around to see a drunk ashton, leaning against the counter holding an entire bottle of vodka in his hand that is near empty. I quickly snatch it from his grasp and set it behind me and fix him some water.

"Oh come on, have a little fun,"

I roll my eyes at him as I grab his hand and walk him back into the living room, where everyone is now playing truth or dare, of course. I sit in the circle, joining the game with ashton. It is currently michael's turn.

"Panda. I dare you to kiss that super hot guy to your left,"

Panda obliges, and turns to her left and grabs the guys face in between her hands and starts heatedly kissing him. Once that was over, it's panda's turn to dare someone. I already knew where this was going as soon as her eyes met mine.

"Lux. Truth or dare,"

I mouth the word dare, and give her a smirk.

"I dare you to take off your top, and snort some of this," she slides cocaine my way.

I think about it for a second, and then smirk and remove my top and bend down and quickly sniff the drugs up my nose. I instantly feel the effects and it is great. I start feeling suddenly happy and the room becomes softer. More calm and happy. I always knew I loved drugs. I feel someone staring at me, and I look across the circle to see luke gaping at me, staring at my chest with wide eyes. I send him a smirk and proceed to dare Calum to kiss Michael and take a shot, writing down his dare on a piece of paper someone had offered me. I couldn't remember who.

"Luke. I dare you to kiss Lux," Calum suddenly says. Luke's eyes go wide, as do mine. He clears his throat and makes his way toward me. He leans in painfully slow, his minty breath lingering on my face. His lips finally meet mine and he massages my lips with his. I feel the cold metal of his lip ring meet my bottom lip. He puts his hands on my waist and I automatically move my hands to has face, moving closer. As if too soon, he pulls away and quickly runs upstairs, out of site. What just happened? Did I just kiss Luke Hemmings?

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I open my eyes and I am in someone's room. Oh GOD did I spend the night here? I am so dead when I get back home. Literally. The door swings open and Luke Hemmings walks in with only his boxers on. He has tattoos all over his torso and his arms. He sees me staring at him

"What the fuck are you staring at? And get the fuck out of my room. Why are you still here?"

I give him a questionable look

"Don't look at me like I'm some kind of idiot. And I really regret kissing you last night. You are such a fucking hoe. Did you know I walked in on you with ashton irwin having sex in MY bed? Yeah. How disgusting. And both of you were stoned as fuck. You couldn't even walk or function, and for some fucked up reason you don't talk so it was hard as hell to understand what you wanted. Now get the fuck out of here, I don't want to see your face,"

I already feel the tears spilling down my face. I start to walk out of his room before he grabs my arms and runs his thumb over my scars, and I see hurt flash through his eyes. It was almost like he felt bad for me. I yank away from his grasp before he can say anything else, and run out of the house. Once I get outside, I breathe in the fresh air and stop to think. What did he mean his room? Was that HIS house? And I don't remember sleeping with ashton. I feel like Luke was jealous of catching me with Ashton. But why would he be? He hates me and he shows that he does all the time. I can't deal with this anymore. I call Michael and hope he answers the phone for him to pick me up. I really can't deal with getting back to the foster home now. Who knows what Penny will do to me.

A/N

Okay so this one was kind of stressful and full of different things. The next chapter will cover most of it, but there are still big things to find out. Please leave comments and vote for my story! There might even be some smut. Comment if you want me to do some smut scenes.