Falling To Pieces

Bruised And Scarred

It all goes back to the first kiss

It was the one I thought I'd never miss

Maybe we were one of the lucky ones

Maybe I'm just not quite strong enough

This was supposed to be the easy part

But breaking down is what I found hard

Now I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in

Inside I feel like screaming

She gave me every reason to believe I'd found the one

But my doubts somehow they sold me out

I'm bruised and scarred

Save me from this broken heart

All my love will slowly fade and fall apart

Someone please sing this lovesick melody

Call my name if you're afraid

I'm just a kiss away

Bruised And Scarred/ Mayday Parade

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Calum's POV

At 8:45am we were heading out to the car so we could see Ashton again. Luke is taking this whole situation hard. He's blaming himself. He is also has a hangover from hell so his mood is very low. Michael jumps into the driver's seat as I sit next to him in the passanger's seat. Luke climbs into the back. He puts his headphones in and sits on his phone completly blocking us out. The soft blaring of 'The Memory' by Mayday Parade can be heard from Luke's earphones.

'' Luke... LUKE'' Michael shouts.

''Michael... we are all upset by what has happened with Ash. Just leave him for now, okay?'' I muttered so Luke couldn't hear. I turned round and Luke was unaware of everything. He didn't look like himself. Normally his hair is nicely done and he has well- presented clothes. Today, his hair was flopping over the side of his head almost covering his left eye. He was wearing his Nirvana T-shirt and his black skinnys, but it just didn't look the same. Also, normally he has one earphone in. Today he has two.

It is a 20 minute drive to the hospital. Michael and I are trying to stay positive about it all, but it's hard when your best friend is in a coma because he tried to kill himself and the other one has a hangover personally sent from the devil. We listened to the droning noise from the radio presenter and the mumbling of the engine. Occaisionally, Luke gave out a deep sigh. Poor guy. He won't be getting drunk anyt-

'' STOP THE CAR!'' Luke shouted staring outside and banging on the window. Michael swerved into the side and slammed the brakes on in a matter of milliseconds.

'' What is it?'' Michael and I questioned in unison.

'' ASHTON, HE'S THERE!'' Luke screamed trying to open the car door.

''Luke. Ashton is as the hospital.'' Michael sighed.

'' We are going to see him now.'' I added. Luke nodded as Michael began to drive. Luke continued to stare out of the window until we arrived at the hospital. He had a neatral expression on his face which he had maintained throughout the whole journey. I had to speak to Michael later about how look keeps thinking he is seeing Ashton. We know Luke, and he has never been one for making up stuff nor hallucinting when he is drunk. Maybe something is seriously wrong.