I have a few exciting things to talk about. First of all, I'm high. Second of all, my cat has been coming out of hiding lately so we can actually give her her insulin after meal time after she had been hiding and not getting it, it's really assuring to know she's getting what she's supposed to be. I've gotten to actually see her lately and snuggle with her and bond with her and it's been so nice. I've gotten to see my cats the last couple of days and they've all been so sweet and snuggly and well behaved and I really like it. Things at my job are starting to make sense and I'm getting pretty comfortable. I'm enjoying it and having a lot of fun in the process. I kind of like this job more than I thought I would. I'm not expected to be overly close with my coworkers and we get to work pretty independently, while still tending to something greater than all of us. It's super cool. I don't hate myself that much today. I got to see my friends tonight and I had a really good talk with one of them. We talked about everything from characters, to sleep paralysis, to writing, to middle school, to the Titanic, and everything in between. It had a lot of diverse topics with a lot of flow and it was so needed and appreciated. I washed dishes a lot today, I made dinner (which was fucking amazing), and I made cupcakes. I mean, I ate a majority of the cupcakes and also got really fucking high multiple times today, I still felt really productive. I showered, too. I had been meaning to for a day or two now. To finally get it done and my hair returned to a normal texture was pretty exciting.
I think that's about it. It's been a really good day though. Tomorrow my last day off out of three. That's pretty fucking cool. My job is cool. I just need something to eat. I'll come back if I think of something else.
Oh shit, yeah. It's October. It's fucking October. Everything and all of the elements align themselves to make a season most comfortable for myself, my body type, my skin tone, my temperature levels, my scent preferences, my ideal activities, my comforting hobbies. I feel the prettiest in the fall. Everything in this season hugs me so tight, makes me feel so content and love myself a little bit extra. It just makes me feel good. I love fall. Halloween/October is a very exciting month for me. It feels like a vacation. I love living in this world. I love that a day can change a culture so rapidly. It fascinates me. I had to type "fascinate" three times just then. I really do love fall, though. It's so comfy. Everything makes me feel so good. I love myself in the fall, therefore, I love fall.
I started watching a new tv show I really like. One that's really captured my attention while being entertaining/witty/intelligent. I love watching it. I think I'm hooked. I paused it at the beginning of a new episode to write this really quick. I'm gonna go back and start it now.
YOU ARE READING
Never Humble
Non-FictionFor those whose thoughts are frightening, but not enough so that they became a danger to those around them. For those whose thoughts run rampant, causing chaos in your mind, but still having that slight bit of hope you hang onto that we address by s...
