(Author's Note)

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Hey, guys. How y'all doing?

Um... So!

I know I haven't been updating, yes I know.

And it's... I don't know, quite rare for me. You know, I have always loved to make stories. But, now, I just can't seem to think of anything.

I'm not saying I am quitting Wattpad, don't get me wrong! I love Wattpad! I love you guys as well! It's just.... I don't know.

Things have been happening in my life, and it's half happy half sad, to be honest. Sad things happen, but then I still feel happy and smiley. It's... I just.. I don't know... I just don't know!

All of these pressures of studying and life challenges, clashing together.. It's.. It's hard.

I don't know what to feel, honestly. Half of the time, I just feel like I'm the odd one out. I'm always the odd one out. The odd one out in a bad way.

Everyday, I feel worried. That I will do something wrong.. Very wrong..

I feel like I'm too demanding.. Too proud..., I'm scared. Scared that I will make the wrong move that will make everything go away. I've had less friends already.

I don't feel very safe in this world. Who does?

...... But. I have my sister. I have my family. I have you. I'll try and make a new chapter, some day.

Thanks for your time, and listening to me babbling about my life.

See you through the pages.

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