I'll Never Be Her || Jimin x Rosé x Jennie

04

The first day of our trip to London.I made both good and horrible memories here.

At that time Jimin and Jennie started getting really close.I kept telling myself that I just want to protect her and that I'm not jealous, but as much as I try to hold it back, I can't.It just makes me sad to see them stare at each other all the time.They even sat next to each other on the airplane.

When we arrived in London, the girls and I had a talk with Jennie.

"What?"Jennie looked us with a confused look.

"Do you like him?"I asked, looking at Jennie.

"What?"She shook her head.

"I repeat, do you like him?"I said calmly.

"Heh?"Jennie got confused.

"DO YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR JIMIN OR NOT?"Jisoo angrily shouted at Jennie.

"Why are you asking this?"Jennie gave us the most innocent look ever.

"You are always with him, you blush when he talks to you, you smile at the smallest things he does..."I started."Even if he does something stupid you still laugh at him, you stare at him all the time.On the plane you fell asleep on his shoulder..."

"Because he's my friend!"She told us.

"But you feel differently."Lisa said,"Just by looking at you, the first time that you saw him you started staring at him...Jennie you like him."

"Because he's cute, he has gorgeous eyes and a stunning smile...,"Jennie sighed, and her eyes were shining as he talked about him."And not just his looks but his personality, too...he's awesome."

"But you don't even know him well!"Jisoo told her"Do you know anything about his past?"

"Well, not everything..."She shrugged.,"But he told me a few things."

"Oh, wow."I rolled my eyes,"You know, he used to be my cousin's classmate, and do you know what she told me about him? That he dated so many girls, because he didn't have anything better to do, he flirted with basically every single b*tch and had a new girlfriend every second day.He was the most popular guy in school.But you know also there were quite a few unpopular girls, just like my cousin.She once used to have a crush on him, and also confessed to him and she got laughed at.And yes he is hella attractive, but trust me he is just one of those fuckboys.Just look at his selfies and the comments they write him...Trust me, he really enjoys all the attention he gets."

"I've talked to him, and he told me that he dated a lot of girls."Jennie sighed,"But he's not like you wrote him down.He's different...And he has a girlfriend and they seem to get along quite well, it doesn't seem like he's only dating with her for fun..."

"It's because he is actually in love..."Lisa sighed,"But yes, they do like each other a lot and I think they are cute, too.But I don't know if he really is trying to change...And I know he takes care of the others and that's something I adore in him, but when he switches to his fuckboy side, I don't like that..."

"Well I'm not his friend...he doesn't even like me."I shrugged, biting my lips nervously, remembering that night when I slept with him.

"Why?"Jennie raised an eyebrow.

"I've already told you why, don't make me do it again."I repeated.

"Okay..."She nodded."But I never said I have a crush on him..."

"Yes, yes just tell that to yourself."Jisoo sighed.

"Can we go back now?"Jennie asked quietly.

"Yeah."She nodded.We all walked out of the bathroom and waited for the bus to come.

"Okay, so this is our hotel."The teacher said."And boys, I don't want you to do any kind of trouble here, altough I'm pretty sure you'll find a way."She sighed making everyone burst into laughter looking at the seven boys.

"Before we sort out the roommates, I want to say a few rules."The other teacher started."We don't have a curfew but, if you will stay awake please don't be too loud because there are other guests here too.The rooms have balconies, too.You can visit each other's rooms, too.Any other questions?"

"Can we smoke?"Taehyung raised his hand.

"If you really can't live without it...yes."The class teacher sighed."But please do it on the balcony with closed doors or do it in front of the building."She told them."Now! Let's sort out the roommates, there are rooms with four and three beds.So maknaes..."The teacher looked at Jungkook, Taehyung and Jimin."You won't be in the same room, Jungkook and Jimin you'll be with Jin to take care of you.And Taehyung you'll be with Yoongi,Namjoon and Hoseok.And I suppose the four girls want to be together."Our teacher smiled at us and we nodded."The others will be sorted out by Ms. Gwan.Here are your keys.Come back here in two hours, and bring only the things you really need."

Our hotel room wasn't that bad.But the sheets smelled like someone pooped on them and the blankets looked like someone got their period.

I walked over to Jennie, to the balcony and I looked at her,"We have to go over to Jimin's room, Jisoo was just there and said that they found something really wierd."

"And I'll give you one more reason to go there!"She laughed."Taehyung is also there."

"Okay, I'm going right now."I smiled and we went downstairs, and she knocked on the boy's room.Jin let us in.I immediately went outside to Taehyung, so I didn't care about what the others were doing.

"Hey."I smiled at Taehyung.

"Hi."He laughed.

"Do you like this place?"I asked.

"It's not that bad."He shrugged."You?"

"Our sheets smell like poop."I laughed.

"Oh."He nodded."Well, we can't flush our toilet and there's pee in it."

"Ew."I laughed.

"That was exactly my reaction."He said."Did you sleep on the plane?"

"Yes, a tiny bit."I smiled."You?"

"I slept trough the whole thing."He laughed.

"That's good."I nodded and I just stared at the view from the balcony.

"Rosé?"He said.

"Yes?"I looked at him.

"What are we now?"He asked."I mean, we had a date, we both like each other...Are we dating now?"

"The question is, would you like to date me?"I smiled.

"Obviously."He laughed.I adore his box smile, it's so cute.

"So, we're dating."I said.

"I think so."He said awkwardly."What are we supposed to do now?"

"I don't know."I shook my head.

"I've never kissed anyone before."He admitted."So, how?"

I pressed my lips on his and he grabbed my hand, pulling me closer to him.He kissed back and when we pulled away we smiled at each other,"That was good."I said.

"Yes."He nodded and I hugged him."Thank you."

"For what?"He laughed.

"For being there for me."I said."All the time, after everything that happened..."

"Hey, you don't have to be thankful."He smiled."I've always loved you.Back then as a friend and now as my girlfriend."

"Me too."I nodded."I love you, too."