I'm Their Little Sister[BTS 8th member]

F I V E 《A visit to the past》

Edited 041219@11:29pm

After their break,BTS found themselves in a rushed schedule as their comeback was looming over them.They were constantly at the company either in the studios or in the practice rooms.They haven't gotten a break since coming back from break.

But a certain someone has been pushing themselves more then what their body can handle.

It was 3 am on June 30th and JaeSung hadn't left the practice room since they finished practice four hours ago.There was a certain move in the choreography that she couldn't exactly do,and Hoseok had already told her about it and tried to help her.

She went through the beginning of the dance smoothly until she got to the part that she was struggling with.

She let out a muffled shout when her feet got caught on one another.She tumbled onto the floor as the music continued to play in what now sounded as it mocking her for not getting the dance right.

Her legs slightly shook as she stood up again.She walked to the sound system and played the song again before returning to her position.

And she danced again,and again,and again,and again.She danced until her legs hurt from the jumping and her arms were weak.

She let herself fall on the floor and closed her eyes as the song finished.She slowly sat up and moved against the wall,stretching her legs out in front of her.

The dim lights of the practice room made her vision slightly blurry as she closed her eyes.

After a few moments she opened her eyes again and looked at the mirror.She tilted her head when an image started taking places,and she painfully stood up and walked towards the wall of mirrors.

She lightly gasped as she recognized the image.The familiar setting of my biological parent's living room started taking shape.She stayed quiet as she saw the front door opening.

"I'm home."A younger version of JaeSung announced as she entered the house.She didn't know why she announced her arrival,it's not like any one cared.

She quietly walked past her parents and brother who were insulting her as she walked by.

"Look at her,thinking she's all that."Sneered her mother as he brother scoffed.

"I rather die then look at her."He replied as he closed his eyes,hopelessly praying his sister didn't take everything they said to heart.JaeSung quiet walked to the kitchen and leaned against the kitchen counter as her parents continued to insult her.Tears burned at the back of her eyes but she refused to give them the satisfaction of making her cry.

"Oh dear,can't you see?"She softly sang as she stayed in the kitchen."They don't care so don't fool yourself into believing so.They whisper behind your back and if you're lucky they might do it in your face.They grow on your misery and pain,something that they caused.Sometimes,I think if I'm better gone then being here.A nice swim in the water in a lake or a nice climb in a tree before I jump to the sky.Maybe I'm better dead and gone then alive and suffering."They had stopped talking and I knew they were listening to me.

"I have nothing to live for.The identity I was born with is worthless against those you call family.The ones that were supposed to care and love turn out to be the ones that want you gone.So I'll grant them that wish and tomorrow I'll be dead and gone and they'll have a party because the one they despised is finally gone.The burden they had to carry is gone so celebrate their death because at least they're not suffering.But I hope in return you burn in Hell because you're all an accessory to murder."

It had a darker turn in the end,something that shocked JaeSung herself as she pushed herself off the counter and walked towards her room.

Once she was inside,she slid down the wall pathetically as she cried.She slowly lifted her head and looked at her mirror where a girl was standing.She looked tired and upset,her short hair was a mess and she had dark bags under her eyes.

JaeSung looked at the mirror in slight surprise.

"Who are you?"Asked the crying girl and JaeSung felt her mouth her go dry.

JaeSung suddenly let out a choked sob,"I'm you."

"Did we make it?"

This time,JaeSung didn't hold back her sob as tears streamed down her face."We made it."

"Don't give up.Not yet.We're not done yet."

"I won't give up."She shimmered a bit and through her tears,JaeSung could see a mix of herself when she was younger and her present self."We're not done yet."JaeSung whispered as her younger self finally disappeared and in place was eighteen year old JaeSung's reflection.The one with long rustic red hair and a fiery determination as the memory played in the back of her head.

"I'm not done yet."She said louder as she stood up straight on her shaky legs,and wiped her tears away.She pushed up her sleeves and replayed the music.Hour after hour passed as the sun was starting to peek into the building.

JaeSung finally mastered the move she was struggling with.

She yelled in excitement as she managed to jump around despite her legs feeling like they were gonna fall off.

She stretched a bit before walking to the sound system and picking up her phone.

"Uh oh."She whispered as she saw all the missed calls and messages she had.

Baby Yoongs (30) missed calls

Cute Joon (39) missed calls

Dad jokes Jin (20) missed calls

Dad Jokes Jin (50) missed messages

Babe 🌸 (20) missed calls

Diminnie(40) missed calls

Hope (10) missed messages

Baby Bunny (4) missed calls

Baby Bunny (10) missed messages

Tata (6) missed calls

Tata (4) missed messages

Baby brother (3) missed calles

Baby brother (3) missed messages

"Ahh,I'm fucked."She cursed as she packed her things and called Jin at the same time.

"Where are you,Min JaeSung!?"

JaeSung nervously laughed as she walked down to the lobby,saying good morning to the secretary and security who didn't even seem surprised to see her leaving the company so early.

"Oppa,the thing is...I'm just leaving the company."

Jin laughed,"How long have you been at the company?"He asked,a certain tightness in his voice.JaeSung stopped at a light and counted the hours.

"I got their four hours before the group practice which started at eleven until now and it's...seven thirty so for,like,thirteen hours?"JaeSung said as she crossed the street.

"I'll be home in a few minutes."She said as she flagged down a cab.Jin grumbled something before hanging up.As she got into the cab her phone dinged.

Baby bunny
-Jin hyung is mad~~

Sungie
-oh fight me,oppa

Let's just say the boys never seen Jin get yell that loud.