Perks Of Being A Fangirl (5SOS)

Chapter 38

I'm back bitches....not for long thought I just realized that I had to finish this story of mine. Wow, the end. I don't want it to be the end of this story but it happens. It probably wouldn't come out for a long time, but should I write a sequel or nah? This is the only story that I am proud of and I would like opinions on this. Should I write a sequel?

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This is unbelievable. This chunk of time that I have spent with these people is finally over, and I don't think I'll see them all together again. The boys will be on tour, getting all famous and the girls will be all the way across the world. That leaves me completely and utterly alone.

All my stuff is packed and the room that I stayed in for the past year is just how I left it, waiting for it's next girls to come and stay for a year.

Yeah, I was informed that this happens every year, but the 'actors' or whatever the hell you'd call them change but the house stays the same. Plot twist, this was never Elizabeth's house, it's the programs. Strange, right?

My bags sat at the bottom of the stairs, looking fuller than they were when I arrived, filled with souvenirs and memories. The heart in my chest thumped with depression as Elizabeth told me to start putting my stuff in the car.

This, this was it.

Well, technically not really. The guys were going to say goodbye at the airport when us girls got there to board our separate planes. I still had an hour or two here but I knew already it was going to feel like seconds.

I gripped the TARDIS blanket that Amelia gave me to 'remember her by' as Elizabeth and I finished up packing up my stuff and thought to myself, I don't want to go. I know, the irony if you've seen Doctor Who.

Minutes later us girls, tired and sad, sat in the back of Elizabeth's car looking back at that place that we were forced to call home for a whole year, and God was I going to miss it. I thought I was never going to say that, but I was going to miss being here with the greatest friends that I have ever had.

I reminisced over all the memories of the girls and the guys that I would value more than diamonds. No matter how strange, how dramatic, how heart-breaking this experience has been, I will treasure this year for the rest of my life.

These girls that I met here, have not only been my friends, but they were my family as cheesy as it sounds. They have been there to listen to my troubles when I couldn't sleep at 3 o'clock in the morning, they were there to drink a bottle of bourbon with me when I was hurting on the inside. They literally kept me afloat when I was drowning and I can only repay them with the only love I have in me.

The guys. Oh man, those guys. What fucking goofballs. They have honestly rose the dark feelings of my past out of my body with their optimism and compassion that made me feel loved. They too, were there for me when I felt like literal shit and they took care of me. They put me first, they put all three of us first, and that amount of love that I feel in my heart for these, these goofballs...is an unmeasurable amount.

Within a blink of an eye, I was in the airport. I dreaded the lady on the speaker to call the flight back to Michigan as I checked my bags in.

Amelia, Juliette and I sat together, making sure we still had each other's Skype, Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, Snapchat, phone number, email and everything else and we went over the times during the week we could take because of the time changes. Amelia and Juliette would have the hardest time, but the agreed to every weekend one would stay up late or get up early to talk.

We would not allow distance to separate us.

I started to tap my foot in anxiousness, where were the guys? They promised they would be here, so I wasn't going to freak out too much yet. But the time of my boarding grew closer and there was no sign of them anywhere.

"Lottie, honey, they will be here. There was just an accident on the way here so they are all backed up but they'll make it," Amelia smiled, though I saw the hurt in her eyes.

"Flight 1082 to Detroit, Michigan is now boarding at Gate 4, I repeat Flight 1082 to Detroit, Michigan is now boarding at Gate 4." A voice spoke throughout the airport.

"No, no no," I cried, my eyes stared to water and before I could stop it salty tears fell onto my cheeks, one after another. "They aren't here yet!"

"Lottie, you have to go," Elizabeth said empathetically as she grabbed my carry on bag and walked me towards the gate.

"No, we have to wait just a little longer!" I yelled. I swear I had a mental breakdown right in the middle of the damn airport.

"Honey you have to go," she said. I shook my head as I struggled to keep a sob down. This wasn't happening, they promised. We waited for another 10 minutes while I sobbed into Elizabeth's shoulder, and still no sign of them.

"Last call for Flight 1082 to Detroit, Michigan!" The chipper voice called into the whole airport and I wanted to scream 'fuck you' to the voice.

"Take care, Lottie. It really has been a pleasure spending this year with you," Elizabeth smiled, tears prickling her eyes.

"I love you guys, I will keep in touch and I will never forget what we had here," I sobbed into Amelia's and Juliette's shoulders. They grabbed me into a group hug and cried with me.

I emerged from their shoulders and left them standing there. I boarded the plane and that was that. I sat found my seat next to a window, grabbed my blanket and sobbed while others boarded the plane and the seats around me. They probably thought I was crazy.

I was signaled to buckle up, so I did and looked out the window where I could see the traffic back up not too far from me. They were so close. I thought I was okay, but I just sobbed as a man, I assume, sat next to me.

I jumped when he put a hand on my shoulder. "Tissue?"

I sniffled as I turned to take the man on his offer. I sobbed right then and there and leaped on this man.

"Ashton! Why are you here? I thought you weren't going to make it oh my god!" I yelled, which got me a flight attendant to tell me to shut up because we were still taking off.

"Bought the last second because you were already on the plane. This will get me in so much trouble and will waste two days of my life because I'm not even leaving the airport because I'm getting off and getting right back on, but it's so worth it," Ashton smiled, tears brimming his own eyes and he kissed my forehead.

"I'm so happy I get to say goodbye," I cried, snuggling into his shoulder.

I didn't get to give a proper goodbye to the other guys, but this was all I could get, so I was grateful for this.

I vividly remembered the first day I met them and I remembered my feelings. My heart was floating on happiness as I finally met these guys that I fantasizes over multiple times. I still can't believe this happened to me.

Yes, there was many complications to this trip and I honestly wished some didn't happen at all, but there were some perks. I got to meet six amazing people who became the greatest friends ever, so yes, I guess I could say there are some perks of being a fangirl.

The end.

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