Precious Lil Trans [FINISHED]

Part 1

Well before you'd think I'm a trans I'll let you know some things about me, my name is Ruby Wright and I live in Europe which is not America which support every little thing like this.

I was born as a girl and I'm still one, but yet it's not the only thing that I wanna be a boy, I want to be a gay boy, yeah take it in. I didn't type it wrong.

So yeah I wanna be a gay boy. Why didn't I have operations for this sh*t or just put on a futa? Because I f*cking don't wanna be changed, I wanted to be born like one not made one.

So here I am, 16 years old girl who doesn't like herself as she is and can't choose how to go on. Why won't I just be a lesbian? Because I don't wanna.

I like boys, but I don't like them as a girl, I like them as a boy and well that's it. Well yeah I'm weird judge me lol.

Hmmm I don't know what else to say, I'm mostly invisible in school, the 'emo' girl they say who always wears black and is a tomboy.

Well... yeah I'm not really good at talking about myself and I don't know what else to say, I'm in high school and I have a few friends, I'm grateful for that.

For example there's David, I met him when I was like four and we moved here with my stepfamily (they're a long story.). He has been always there for me and he is literally my best friend yet I didn't tell him this secret of mine.

And there's Alexa I've met her just a few years ago when she was new in school and got criticized and we helped her. She's sweet and funny.

Then there's William. None of us knows why he is with us since he is handsome as f*ck and seriously everyone is falling for him. But he's with us so, he is really kind and helpful. Always knows when someone feels low.

We call ourselves the T.R.A.S.H. SQUAD.
It's nothing to be honest we just made it for fun.

T- teen
R- rangers
A- antisocial
S- social
H- helpless
Squad.

Yeah that's what we think we are, just a trash but we're happy with it and that's all we need. I like the way we are now, before I didn't have friends just David. Even though he was popular he always had time for me, he's a really great friend seriously.

My stepfamily... they're a hell seriously, I got to them when I was around 3 but they always just used me as a punching bag or so. I never got on well with them and I'm not sure it'll change from now unless there'll be a huge of change in my whole life but not sure it would happen.

Well that was it or so, if I forgot something I'll tell later on in the story and meet me, Ruby Wright the girl whose life is f*cked up.

Date: 09/10/18
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[well it was meant to be a short chapter since it was just talking about herself and her life and I'll continue with the next one soon! Hope you like it!]