Soon the class started and we both walked into the class, everyone taking their normal positions.
Alexa just laid on the desk, not even caring. William just rested his chin onto his palm.
David, well he was swinging on the chair.
And I laid my foot to my other tight.***
After all the classes I let out a yawn and stretched as walked out of the classroom with my bag, David picking me up from behind and nuzzling my nose as I giggle.
-"I shouldn't let my princess walk here alone, tired and all cold!"
-"Dav, I'm not cold"
-"No problems her grace... I'll protect you from the tiredness and such things like coldness!"We both laughed as he rested his jacked over my shoulders then picked me up, I instantly wrapped my legs and arms around him not to fall off, I have fallen a few times in the past and trust me it's not comfy at all.
Alexa rubbed her eyes as walked out and William arrived just a few seconds after, laughing at us.
-"I swear like a family. So adorable~"
He said jokingly then I just buried my face into David's neck and spoke in a wining and tired tone.
-"Daddy... William is being a meany~"
David gasped playfully.
-"William, my friend. I shouldn't let anyone hurt my sweet babygirl!"
We both ended up laughing even Alexa who has just woken up after sleeping trough the class then we made our ways out of the prison-like building.
School, everyone hates it but somehow I can't.. I just don't because at home it's just always drama and arguing but here...
I have my friends here, who are awesome and make me laugh all the time even when I'm sad, they brighten my days and my whole life.
Who wouldn't love to have friends like them even if just for a while? They're the bests...
-"I don't know how I deserved you guys... you're too awesome and sweet and all.."
-"Oh my gosh, Rubes do you have a fever?"
They all laughed then I continued.
-"But I'm being serious, I love you guys."
-"Well keep it in mind if we need homework!"
Alexa said and punches my shoulder lightly as I smiled a bit then buried my face away to hide my tears.
-"Awww Rubyyy don't cry it's okaaaay....!"
David softly kissed my head as finished his sentence then motioned everyone into a group hug which I was kinda in the middle since Dav was still carrying me.
-"I-I am sorry I don't know why I became so emotional all of a sudden! Maybe I'll have my period soon."
We laughed a bit as they kept hugging and they still held back a few tears as well...
***
After school we just walked to our park where we always go to and then headed to the KFC as we got hungry.
The day went by like every Normal day and I didn't complain at all because I always love spending my time with them but....
Sometimes I feel low....
For having dreams I can't success at.....
Sometimes I just wonder why is it like this.....
Why wasn't I born as a boy.....
And if I was would I even be happy....?
Would I be like this or just a whole different person....?
All the unanswered questions
Are making my nights sleepless
Make me think too much
Of things what will never happen.Maybe I should just stop thinking...?
((Sorry it became a bit depressing I just have to tell that Ruby has breakdowns or just bad moods because she can't be who she wanna be and it's bothering her sometimes a lot.))
Date:13/10/18
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