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The next day I woke up with a soft yawn and felt my stomach hurting, it was hurting because I was scared and afraid.
David made a plan... a plan which could make everything get better or everything to get worse.
We were about to steal back that notebook she had with her.
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I was walking around in the park and stopped as saw David and waved softly.
-"Hey Dav! How is it going?"
He just smiled as walked up and hugged me softly, picking me up with a giggle.
-"I'm doing okay~ bit nervous about the plan but it's for you so I'll do it."
We had a meeting that day to talk about the 'plan' we 'made' and make sure it'll work.
We sat down and I sighed a bit before he spoke quickly getting to the point.
-"So do you know where that thing is?"
-"No... probably in her room that's all I know"
-"But you know where her room is, right?"
-"Yeah I don't have a problem with that one"
-"Good at least we know where to go. And what's that thing?"
-"Well a...a notebook but I can't really show it to you"
-"it's okay then we will sneak in and you'll try to find it, quickly throw it into your bag and we can get away and never go back!"
His cheerful idea made me laugh softly but maybe he was right but not that way, I will run away as Dominic and never come back just as Ruby but of course he will never know.
One day I'll just throw away this phone and never get it back, Dominic will be just gone.
Not dead, not alive; gone.
And that's the best for everyone...
I guess it is... the best...., right?
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-"Yeah, so what's the plan?"
-"We will sneak in tonight, you'll tell me when she's asleep and then I'll climb in through the window and we get what we need and then climb out the window!"
I giggled softly.
-"It sounds all great to me except the window, we can go through the door as well"
-"Yeah but it's not that fun c'mon~ gah okay okay~ hehe we will take the door~"
-"Good, then the plan is done"
I smiled as we sat there and it slowly became darker and darker so I got up to leave but he grabbed my hand, holding it for a bit softly, he seemed to eye my eyes for a bit then just stepped closer to kiss my forehead.
-"Be careful, Dommy~"
It made me smile pretty much.
-"Okay, you too Davy~"
-"Pfft it sounded like Davy Jones~"
-"Then I'll be Jack Sparrow!~"
-"Aw that's sad...~"
-"Why would it be?"
-"Because then we won't be able to be in love dear~"
I turned deep red and even seemed from under the makeup as I bit my lip and gulped.
-"Uhm I..."
-"Hey it was just a joke!~ hehe... jeez don't take it so serious"
He nuzzled my nose which didn't exactly help me not take it so seriously but I just shook my head and nodded at him.
-"Okay then, I'll text you from there."
-"Aye I'll be around."
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Later that night I was thinking a lot, I wondered if I stop being Dominic will I be the same still for David?
I'm pretty sure he would think of me differently, again just as Ruby... I mean I don't mind but... as Ruby .... I...
Okay the truth is...I just got to like him. Different than a friend and I hate it. And I know that as Ruby I would never get to the point with him. Never ever.
I think... I'm afraid to lose him, the way we've been. The way we are...
I like it too much but I can't go to school and live as Dominic, I have to stop this, and we will stop this tonight.
I don't want to think too much like this or I won't be able to end this crazy thing... this whole shouldn't even have happened. It's all fucked up.
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I kept thinking like this till 0:00 and then I peaked in Alexa's room, she was deeply asleep by the calming tea I gave her. I walked back to the living room and called David.
-"Is it beginning now?"
-"It has begun."

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