I Can Only Pray

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I've started burning the dandelions.
Watched with a smile of contentment as the cool blue flame ravaged the white seeds. Burned the weeds before they could even spread. Destroyed wishes before they could be made. I recite my desires at 11:11 everyday like a prayer, like I'm in church mumbling these constant words at the stained glass Mary. Like that wooden cross would grant me all I have ever begged for. I wait in silence, acting like God will whisper in my ear and tell me that I'm asking for too much. That asking to be happy is too much of a task for him to complete. I finish my wishes with an "In Jesus' name, amen" and hope for the best.

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