Sinful

Who am I ?

Michael thankfully didn't take long to come back, so by the time I got out of the bathtub and changed he was already waiting for me to have breakfast.

I wasn't sure how we were supposed to act around each other, I mean this wasn't the first time we kissed, but also this time we didn't settled into any kind of relationship... so I'm kind of lost. While I thought about the kiss during my bath I recognized that there was something familiar about his lips, and it wasn't just because of the time at the club, it felt more like I found something that I had lost. I was really confused about us, about the weird necklace he had, about nicole and about the weird chills I had been getting.

"Good morning" I said

"I certainly had a good morning" Michael said winking at me. How dare he?

The servants bring out the food, breakfast was different here. I mean this was the first day of the apocalypse so things weren't that racionate yet, but the lack of inhuman quantities of food didn't go missing by me. As we had breakfast I asked him about the alarm and he told me that the animals trying to run away from the radiation were the ones who activated it.

"Michael how's really out there?" 

"You don't need to know"

"But I'm curious, the things we imagine tend to be worst than what things actually look like" I said trying to convince him and myself that maybe there was still a chance that the world wasn't that... destroyed.

"You don't have to imagine it, you've seen it in your visions"

I couldn't deny the fact that, as horrible as it sounded I felt a morbid curiosity to see it with my own eyes, the visions that haunted me every night now felt like a product of my imagination and I needed to confirm it.

"You don't have to see it" said Michael.

"I'm seeing it, sooner or later. And you can't stop me"

"I can"

"and why do you think that you can order me?" I said now getting a little mad.

"Because I can! I am the supervisor of this outpost and everyone must answer and do as I say."

"Of course, how could I forget" I said shaking my head with defeat and resentment.

"So what now? are we supposed to be stuck here forever or what?..." I asked him accusingly.

"Of course not you silly" he said now with a big grin, returning to a playful mood, but I wasn't having it.

"Don't sweetie me"

"I have a plan. And you are a part of it but you'll find out when the time is right" he answered simply ignoring the comment I did earlier.

"Well then, let me know when we actually have something to do." I said standing up.

"Meet me at the study at 4" was the order he gave me as he stand up and went god knows where.

I headed back to my bedroom and pour Amon some more food, the only thing this cat does is sleeping, following Michael, eating and sleeping again! I really envy him.

I left out a scream as I almost stepped on a death mosu that was at the feet of my bed, Amon must have killed it. I was hesitating about lifting it up or getting a bag to throw it away. I was really confused and anxious, I had my mands merely inches away from his body when it suddenly started breathing again and then ran away.

"What have I done?" I asked myself confused... wasn't that dead like two seconds before I touched it... the hell.

I decided to try and summon whatever had been bothering me since I came here, I actually found black magic more interesting than the black magic Michael had first taught me so without him noticing I took some of the black magic and occultism books that were at the mansions library.