Sinful

I lied

Michael didn't know it yet, but I was planning on bringing Madison back, she's very powerful and even if last time she wasn't on our side I believe I can change things. If I bring her back, I'll show her that I actually appreciate and recognize her power, she might help me end Cordelia, or whatever curse she put on me... which, also remembered me that, I've never practiced densencum, and I know that that's maybe the only way to get her back.

For Michael that wouldn't be a problem, but I wanted to do something for myself, he had been working with the Cooperative on ways to make everything better and searching for a way to get us to the surface before a decade, so, he had his own things to worry about.

Amon's tale was tickling my leg as I sat on the bedroom floor, still wearing my nightgown as I went through some of the magic books that Michael and I had brought, since my mother has the power of necromancy I thought I could use it too, and I can, but this wouldn't bring Madison completely back, just her soul and she wouldn't be completely herself, I had no other option, I had to perform descensum.

"He's gonna bring me back just to kill me again, so you must watch over me, okay buddy?" I said to Amon as I arranged a circle of candles around the room and practiced the words of the spell on my mind again and again. I didn't have much time to do this, Michael had asked me to join him for the meeting, but I lied and said I wasn't feeling good, and he understood immediately. I felt guilty, all he did was take care of me, and me taking advantage of our pain... it wasn't fair but he wouldn't allow me to do this if he knew.

When I was happy with the way the candles looked I placed the arena clock I created above my head, and the note I wrote for Michael too:
-I tried descensum, if I can't make it on time, please bring me back and I'm sorry in advance. Love you-

I layed there unconsciously touching the ring Michael gave me as I took a deep breath and gathered some courage. The last time I'd tried this, I was murdered, and I hadn't really thought about how my personal hell would look like, but now, I was scared, to be honest. Scared of the spell, scared of my hell, scared because I wasn't sure if I'll be able to go from my hell to Madison's.

"Here goes nothing, Father, please protect me" I murmured closing my eyes as I began with the spell.

"Descensum..."

Where am I? everything is black..., or is it just too shiny that I can't really see?

I hear faint voices, I'm here...

I always thought my hell would be watching my parents die again and again, or watching Michael die, but now, I was at my old house, my aunt's house to be more exact.

"Hello?" I could still hear the faint voices but no one answered me, so I walked down stairs to the living room, the house looked pretty much the same, but it had a weird greenish tone to it, there was some type of fog that seemed to be following my every step, and made me anxious.

"Hello?! aunt, I'm here" my aunt walked past me, she didn't react at all, she almost had walked through me... what the hell is this?.

I decided to follow her, and maybe that way I'll be able to find someone else, she joined my parents in the garden, even if I knew they weren't my real parents, they were the ones who raised me and a sudden warmth filled my heart.

"Mom, dad, what are you doing here?" I asked standing in front of them, but instead they kept talking with my aunt, none of them payed attention to me, I tried screaming to their faces, touching them, throwing them things... but nothing worked, I was invisible, until.

"Hey Diza, follow me" my aunt said, I was relieved that finally she noticed me, but when she dragged me outside the house I tried resisting and walking back inside.