It's Complicated (Troyler/Tronnor)

Chapter 7: Not Quite Love

Chapter 7

Troye's POV

Well. I got what I wanted. Tyler Oakley. I hope he's happy. It happened really quick. It's only the second day we've seen each other in a while. I don't know if I made the right decision asking him out. I might have to talk to him about this.

I have a plan. Okay, so Tyler and I both like each other, but neither of us really want a relationship. So what if we have like a 'trial-run' for Troyler. We're both in the UK for two weeks, so why not? This seems like a pretty good plan... right? It could work.

Tyler came back in the room after he left for a little bit and crawled into bed.

Next Morning

I woke up with Tyler's head on my stomach, and our legs intertwined. I could get used to this.

I played with his hair until he woke up. He then moved and turned on his stomach so we could see each other. He picked his head up and pecked me on the lips.

"Good morning," He said while he was yawning.

"Morning Tilly."

I got up to get my laptop, and Tilly whined because I moved...

"Heyyy... why'd you do that?"

"Do what?"

"Get up... I was comfy..."

"Sorry bout' it"

I tried to sound like Ty when I said that... he noticed.

"Hey that's my thing..."

"Yeah, I know"

"Hey what do you wanna do today?"

"I don't know."

"Hey you okay? You seem, not your usual self."

"Uhh, yeah, I'm fine. Just thinking..."

"Okay, well, you know if anything is wrong, you can talk to me."

"Thanks."

I couldn't stop thinking about my past relationship. It started out just like this. Lovey dovey, perfect, everything you've ever wanted, then it turns out it was just a lie. Justin was perfect. He woke me up with kisses, was playful, and always had Nutella at his place... I truly loved him. And I thought he loved me too.

Until one night. But I guess I can't blame him. Be who you want to be... I can't take that away from somebody.

Flashback

Justin and I have been dating for a while now, so I figured I would tell him how I felt.

"Justin, I love you."

"Okay. Thanks."

Wait. What just happened? I told him I loved him, and he said thanks... What?

Justin and I were going out with some of his friends tonight, and I was excited. We were going to a bar... I don't really drink, but I was excited to go out with Justin. He's always fun.

We got there, and there were a lot of people. Justin headed to the bar and I followed him.

A few hours later I couldn't seem to find Justin. I was getting nervous.

I found him.

He was sticking his tongue down some girl's throat. I thought he was gay?

"Justi..."

"Oh Troye, I forgot to tell you, I don't really like being a fag like you so, we're done. I'm into girls."