Undertale: Darkness Within

Short Story: Loneliness

  Alone...No matter, what I do, this dreaded sense of loneliness follows me everywhere...

I have friends who care deeply for and I cherish with everything I have, I see them as my family, one person in particular who I would do anything for... so why do I feel this alone, why do I feel an empty space within my heart?

Because she isn't truly her...she isn't the Frisk I knew and love...nor are any of my friends my true friends...same faces, same characteristics, same kindness and warmth...but I am not the person they knew, that person already exists in this world...to them I am a stranger who acts surprisingly similar to another friend of theirs...I know they see me as a friend, but in truth I am just a stranger to them.

I can't tell them. I can't tell them who I truly am, I can't joke with them like I usually do, I can't sleep like a lazy couch potato anymore, I can't drink ketchup out of the bottle, I can't wear my blue hoodie or black sweat pants. I cant be me around them for it may mess up this world's timeline...

For in this world I am no longer Sans...I am now Phaze...

I am alone, I am so alone my heart is shattering every single day until it's nothing but dust, but I put on a brave face. I continue to try and keep myself secret, no powers or anything. Because I care about these people as if they were the ones from my world....especially Frisk...Even if she is different, my heart still flutters every time I am around her...but at the same time it aches.

She has no idea how much she means to me, she may not be the same Frisk, but she sure as hell very close to being the same, and that's what kills me. My frisk and I had a very strong and loving relationship, no secrets, and we even went as far as we could with each other, had things been differently, my Frisk and I would of been married...but that is never going to happen and I will never have that again, this Frisk isn't my Frisk, but she is Extremely similar and that's why my heart will continue to belong to her....no matter what, I cant interfere too much in her life or risk screwing things up....I already lost one Frisk, I wont lose another.

So I will keep my distance, I will continue to be a friend to her and help her out as much as I can along side the others, even this world's Sans...Because I am no Longer Sans....

I am Phaze....and I am alone...