Fear

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She tries to tell her story
But no one seems to listen
"Does anybody care about me?"
She feels as something is missin'

'Why does this happen to me (I made my mistakes,Got nowhere to run. I am so sorry XD)
I try to help people
When I can't even help myself
All I do is cut'

She tells herself the same thing
Over and Over again
As she starts crying
She feels as if her life needs to end

'I love my parents
And my friends
I didn't have the endurance
To stay away from this end'

'The world seems to hate me
Not just you guys
But everyone in humanity
And I would never be the same'

She picks up the bottle of pills
Thinking about whats she's doing
'Hopefully this fills
The scars, the cuts, and the feelings'

She starts to get dizzy
Saying goodbye to everyone she loves
She's tipsy
And the blackness floods

Her Mom opens the door to tell her dinners ready
She can't believe what she's seeing
What happened to her baby
As her baby girl lays there bleeding

She drops to her knees
Asking why she did it
She can't unsee
She can't admit it

Crying her eyes out
Telling herself it isn't real
She never knew the demons that her daughter fought
She never knew what her daughter had thought

It's been a year
Since her daughter had died
Somethings she now fears
Is suicide



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