The Wonders Of Words

The Way I Used To

I see you with her
Walking down the street
I think maybe today's the day
I accept my defeat
But for now
Except the crown

When you smile
I always seem to blush
And its been a while
Since Ive had this everlasting crush
Since I first met you
You always seemed to know
What to do
Except when you let me go
Even though
I didn't want you to

You are always next to her
When she wakes up with your shirt
Why can't I be the one too
Why can't I be the one next to you
Because she's never loved you
The way I used to

Giggles coming from her
Laughs from you
What do I do
To get back to you
Do I just talk to you again
Like how we used to when we were friends
Or do I just let you go
And never see tomorrow

I want you to be mine
But you love her
I'm running out of time
Cause I'm diagnosed with cancer
Would you care
Or would you just leave me alone
Would you just leave me there
And go home

You are always next to her
When she wakes up with your shirt
Its about time I told you
The reason why I'm not the one next to him
The reason why I used to love him