TaeYang ||J-Hope FF||

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I didn't want to ask anymore Questions. But I needed to know something.

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My dad was crying.

"Dad? Are you-"

"Son I want to be better!" He got off from the couch and hugged me. surprisingly he didn't reek of alcohol.

He hugged me for the first time in probably 2 years. I felt myself tear up at the sight and the feeling; although for every other teenager it would be normal to get a hug from their father. Of course, though, I wasn't every other teenager.

I don't know what to do! Do I hug him back? I think so-

"I know you don't want to hug me back. He looked up at me. (Yes, I am taller than he is)

My thoughts were cut off by him.

"D-dad, I-" My thought was choking up.

"How do I be a better father, son?" I finally looked down at him, meeting his matched teary eyes.

"Love me." I said, looking away in fear of what he would reply with.

"You don't think I do already?"

I looked back down at him in shock.

"No?"

He hugged me, tight. Like, really tight.

"Son... I never stopped loving you."

"What?" I let a tear fall down, and his were already falling.

"I-"

"Then why did you start drinking?" I started letting go of him.

"Then why did you start smoking? And why did you do this to your health?!"

"Son, I was in greif-"

I fell down to my knees.

"I know. I know you were, but what good is it to drink and worry your own SON?!"

I put empasis on the last part.

"Don't you know that I'm worrying about you? Everyday? I try and get my mind off of it; but dancing can only help so much!"

"Son-"

"I can't deal coming home to a drunken father all the time!" I completely let him go and we both let tears fall.

"SON-"

"I-"

"I'M SORRY SON!" He fell to his knees. I got up.

"I know you are...

...But show me that you are."

He gulped.

"I-" He took a pause and a deep breath. "I won't. And, I love you."

I grabbed my backpack.

"I love you too."

And I went to my room.

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A/N: I legit almost cried while writing this chapter hahah rip me.

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