My heart breaks
As the tears run down my face
And the years that you take
Off of my life with every spaceThe smiles I show
And the laughs I give
Is so that you don't know
That I don't want to liveI hate myself
With every fiber of my being
But I put it on the top shelf
So that you don't end up seeingWhen the medal makes contact
And the red liquid pools
I don't make an impact
because you see me as a foolI will admit as it so seems
That I have problems
With my own self esteem
But don't worry, I'm broken at the stemSo here we go again

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Poems of an Outcast
PoetryA collection of poems where I write my thoughts down. It's unedited and is mature since it mentions a lot of my mental health issues. There is Poems that actually talk about my love for the sky and the rain if you're more interested in the happier...