There's a pain in my chest
I know what it is but it hurts
Every damn time
And I know it's not for the best
I've had it forever,
Felt it a thousand times
For a thousand years
Then why now is it stronger then ever?
I know it's my anxiety acting up
Again but it just seems
Like everything is my fault lately
And the water just overflows form the cup
The pain starts small
Like a tear drop
But then it grows deeper with each thought
And I find myself trapped in my minds walls
But everything comes jumping at me
Words come slashing at me
Actions come cutting at me
But nothing seems right to me
I don't understand
Why is it worse?
I've had it forever...
It's not like I'm on no mans land
In fact I'm "home"
But you're just getting so loud
And honestly it terrifies me
I just can't stand that tone
I have an irrational fear
I mean, who's scared of loud noises?
Apparently my dumb ass
Every time someone yells, I burst into tears
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Poems of an Outcast
PoetryA collection of poems where I write my thoughts down. It's unedited and is mature since it mentions a lot of my mental health issues. There is Poems that actually talk about my love for the sky and the rain if you're more interested in the happier...
