I hate New Years
Call me non-festive
But this time always brought tears
Because I no longer liveSix days from now
Six years ago
I stopped and asked how
Because you two had to goI hate this month
I hate it with a burning passion
Everything about this month
Sends me into a depressionA week from today
Six days in an hour
You'll notice I'll have nothing to say
And that I'll be more sourNew Years makes me feel lonely
Because I'm missing two people
That where my one and only
But now I have no peopleI tried to smile all day
But honestly I'm heartbroken
Because I know there's no way
To speak what's unspokenI miss you guys
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Going into 2019 heartbroken, here we go. This goes to my grandparents....

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Poems of an Outcast
PoesíaA collection of poems where I write my thoughts down. It's unedited and is mature since it mentions a lot of my mental health issues. There is Poems that actually talk about my love for the sky and the rain if you're more interested in the happier...