I promise I was trying to sleep
But it's funny how when you're quite
Things click and connect
And the truth begins to seepI realized what kind of friend you are
I heard it from the rumors
I heard it from everyone around me
And yet, I followed you this farYou're a fake friend
I mean, you call me that behind my back
Can't I call you that to?
Probably not because we're "friends"You held a rag to my eyes
Told me to trust you
And like a fool I did
And wholeheartedly believed your liesThe sad thing is,
You've been around for so long
Acted like you cared for so long
If I dropped you, you'd still be my sisMaybe you do care?
Maybe it's just how you act?
I like to hope you care
But it's like you don't, I swearYou told me you accept me
You held my hands and wiped my tears
But why do I feel like you don't like me?
Could this be my anxiety?You said we grew apart...
I didn't think we did
But then you tell someone I'm a "fake friend"
But because of your hate I'm falling apart

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Poems of an Outcast
PoesíaA collection of poems where I write my thoughts down. It's unedited and is mature since it mentions a lot of my mental health issues. There is Poems that actually talk about my love for the sky and the rain if you're more interested in the happier...