Yeah, I could of had it all
but I didnt realize I was my own downfall
Trying to search for something new
Showing people my point of view
I know I've done wrong
Yeah i'm not as strong
as I used to be, I admit
but I try not to be the one to plummet
I keep myself together
not relying on someone forever
but honestly most days
I usually don't have much to say
Constantly falling apart
Always having to restart
Feeling left out a lot
I was never apart of the plot
But it's alright when I have the salvation
Of my favorite music station
Wrapping it's warm embrace around me
Keeping me from being lost at sea
Yeah, I feel alone and left out
But I guess it's just the constant doubt
of not being cared for or loved
at least from certain people above
I know I will always have their love
yeah I will always have their love
Constantly trying to prove
that I'm someone not to lose
I'm a wilting rose
Trying to prove myself to those
Who deserve my respect
And none of my disrespect
Yeah I'm a rose
Constantly falling apart
But it's just the path I chose
So I don't have to restart
I'm trying, i'm really trying
please babe give me this one chance
I promise for you i'll stop
Why do I feel like the bad cop?
How long does it take
For me to finally just awake
And realize you don't like me
And realize we will never be
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A song I've been iffy on posting.... someone please tell me what the meaning of this is 🙄 I can't figure it out to save my life....which is sad because I wrote it....
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Poems of an Outcast
PoesíaA collection of poems where I write my thoughts down. It's unedited and is mature since it mentions a lot of my mental health issues. There is Poems that actually talk about my love for the sky and the rain if you're more interested in the happier...
