It's 1:15
I'm hurting
And I'm still on my phone
Because I realized I'm all aloneIt's 1:20
I'm broken
So I start crying
Because I'm tired of tryingIt's 1:21
I'm ripping
I tried messaging you
But I realized you found someone newIt's 1:23
I'm throbbing
As I'm thinking about dying
Because I'm tired of survivingIt's 1:24
I'm numb
And I haven't cut yet
Waiting for your text, my safety netIt's 1:29
I can't feel
And I realized you're not gonna reply
That's okay, I'll prepare my goodbyeIt's 1:35
I over think
And you've seen it
But that's just the end of itIt's 1:47
I blame myself
As I lay my head down
And start to frownIt's 1:50
I'm a coward
I still hate myself
But that's just myselfIt's 1:52
I'm alone
As I try to start anew
But it's fine, you never knewIt's 1:59
I'm depressed
I start to cower
I guess 1 is my unhappy hour
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Poems of an Outcast
PoesieA collection of poems where I write my thoughts down. It's unedited and is mature since it mentions a lot of my mental health issues. There is Poems that actually talk about my love for the sky and the rain if you're more interested in the happier...