One O' Clock

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It's 1:15
I'm hurting
And I'm still on my phone
Because I realized I'm all alone

It's 1:20
I'm broken
So I start crying
Because I'm tired of trying

It's 1:21
I'm ripping
I tried messaging you
But I realized you found someone new

It's 1:23
I'm throbbing
As I'm thinking about dying
Because I'm tired of surviving

It's 1:24
I'm numb
And I haven't cut yet
Waiting for your text, my safety net

It's 1:29
I can't feel
And I realized you're not gonna reply
That's okay, I'll prepare my goodbye

It's 1:35
I over think
And you've seen it
But that's just the end of it

It's 1:47
I blame myself
As I lay my head down
And start to frown

It's 1:50
I'm a coward
I still hate myself
But that's just myself

It's 1:52
I'm alone
As I try to start anew
But it's fine, you never knew

It's 1:59
I'm depressed
I start to cower
I guess 1 is my unhappy hour

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