Yup, the point of this entire rigamarole has failed. I haven't been writing for every day this year. In the time I wasn't writing, I had a lot of thinking to do. What did I want? I'm enjoying the writing itself, I think part of the stress is trying to write something I'm proud of. I'm sure you've seen it; a lot of my works are okay, but some are definitely weaker than others. Trying to find a plot I can anchor myself to for as long as I did with A Dot in the Abyss is far from easy when my own depression makes it difficult to even get out of bed in the morning. A lot feels like it's gone irrevocably wrong, both on a job searching and a personal level, but there isn't really much I can do about it either. I appreciate the support everybody's shown me in this regard, but this isn't a fight I can win in a hurry.
Let's change the topic some, shall we? The break came shortly after my birthday, and I've got one heck of a computer now. It's beautiful! I can run pretty much every game on my Steam library, in Blizzard... everything! I like being able to play the games I spent money to get. I also got two amiibo (I only need 6 more to finish the set I'm collecting) and a box of 60 Fudge bars, all of which are now gone. Not many gifts, but those I got are definitely worth it. Thanks to the family for being so generous!
That's all I'm feeling the energy for, I won't lie. Thanks for your patience with me. Here's hoping I can get back to writing something great again!
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10 Minute Tales, Part 2
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