Jennie's P.O.V.
I felt numb as Taeyong started touching me all over. His touch was soft, but I couldn't help thinking of Yoongi as it was all happening.
"Jennie, I said I love you. And I mean it. I really fucking mean it", he whispered.
The way he said he loved me felt like a rock on top of my heart. Before agreeing with the fake relationship thing, I should've thought of the consequences. He could've actually fell for me! Ugh! Why the fuck are you so stupid, Kim Jennie?!
"Taeyong, stop it. You don't love me, it's just...a stupid crush...you'll get over it. Just please don't say you love me", I stuttered as my voice got lower.
"Jennie, if I didn't love you, I wouldn't say it", he said, more convincedly this time. "I love you."
His words wouldn't leave my mind, not for a second. They deeply hurt me, thinking what a bitch I could've been to reject him.
"Taeyong, we already are together, so where are you getting?" I sighed, already tired of his little real game. I did not know how to say no since I didn't really want to hurt a friend like him, so I took it easy on him.
"We are indeed together", he said. He paused and took a deep breath. "But it's fake. I want to be real with you."
I started to tremble again. I didn't like what was going on. I didn't like what he was saying. And I most certainly did not like the feelings he said he had for me.
"You don't, 'Yong", I said, trying to treat him like a friend.
"I do, Jennie."
"You don't!" I shouted, my voice cracking and my tears breaking out.
I turned around and hurried to leave, but he caught my wrist and pulled me back.
"I do."
I cried more.
"Stop it. Please. Now."
I cried, and cried, and cried. I looked into his eyes and imagined Yoongi's. They were pretty anyways, but even prettier when I thought of Yoongi's. I trembled more.
"You know what they say. We fall in love with people we can't have", I said, and ran as quickly as I could.
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Fanfiction"I still have feelings for him. And no matter how many times I tell myself that I'm better off without him, a part of me just won't let go." --- Yoongi is the player that all girls fall for, and once they get into it, they can't get out of it. He ju...
