as I was kissing him I thought about Dylan
"Gavin, I can't" I say pulling away "why not" he asked confused " Dylan,he is my boyfriend" I say reaching over and cutting the lamp light on
"oh, him yea" he says turning facing the opposite side
"Gavin, don't be mad" I say leaning over him to see his face
"I'm not mad, I understand you moved on, you have no feeling left for me" he said.
"Gavin what we had was special I'll never forget it" I say
"so you saying you have no more feeling for me at all" he asks
"Gavin" I say "no I wanna no" he says
"of course, I can date a million guys but I will always have feeling for you, even if we are married to other people with kids I will still love you" I say telling the truth
"then why can't we make this work" he asks looking me in my eye
"Gavin, Im dating Dylan and it wouldn't be fair to him" I say
"I understand" he says leaning over me and cutting the lamp light off
"Gavin" I say whining
"no its okay, good night" he said "goodnight"
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the next morning I woke up in Gavin's arms, my head resting on his chest, I turn over and look at the clock and its 11:37 I hop up
"Gavin, wake up" I say taking off my shorts
"what, wait you said you are dating Dylan, why are you taking off your clothes" he says
"because we over slept" I say as he looked at his phone to see the time then hoping up
"wait, what are we doing" he asked
"what do you mean, we got to go to school" I say panicking
"its 11, we can't sign in even if we wanted to its to late" he says getting back in bed
"then what are we supposed to do today" I ask flopping on the bed beside him
"let's have a fun day, you haven't had one of those in a long time" he says. "sounds like fun" I say "well its supposed to" he says giggling
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Gavin is taking a shower and sense I already took one I made some pancakes, then I felt someone behind me I turned my head to see Gavin he kissed my neck til I stopped him
"Gavin" I say "force of habit" he says smiling "and no need for the pancakes, we're going grab something to eat on the way" he said I turned around fully and he had on one of them white boy shirts and some shorts
"where are we going" I ask
"surprise" he said grabbing my hand pulling me outside to his car
"oh, I remember you did this when we first started da- umm never mind" I say putting on my seatbelt
"dating" he says "just because we aren't dating anymore doesn't mean you can't bring it up" he says pulling out of his huge driveway
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this love is real
RomanceJocelyn is an average black girl she goes through her problems like everyone else does, she has a sister and brother and a newlywed mother, she doesn't really see her father much. but when she meets Gavin a lot of things in her life changes, she has...
