The light burns

Part 28

"Where do you think you're going?" Jeonghan said with Seungcheol beside him. I rolled my eyes and placed my hand on my hip. "I'm going to the stationary store. I need to find a present for my friend's birthday." I said with an annoyed tone. Seungcheol smirked,"All I know is that you have a boyfriend and thirteen good looking brothers. I didn't know you had friends." Jeonghan chuckled along. Ew cringe. I turned around to face the door,"Whatever. I'll come back before 6:00 am." I twisted the doorknob and and went out into the cold winter night. I shivered quietly as I pulled over my hood over my head. I took one deep breathe before jumping into the sky. This better be worth it. I flew at the maximum speed all the way to a soccer field. It could've been a beautiful lake or a breathe taking field of flowers but he chooses this place? I saw Hyungsik below and and flew straight down to the ground making an impressive landing. I tried to act cool and take off my hoodie with a breeze. Hyungsik was wearing a black hoodie with some black ripped jeans. He looked like he was about to rob a store. I stood there in my pink oversized sweater with black ripped jeans.,"So you wanted to talk?" I asked breaking the silence. He looked up at me and nodded,"Yeah, you never replied to what I said yesterday." I froze not knowing what to reply,"You never asked me a specific question." I replied bluntly. There was a good five feet between us and he took a step forward,"Well, what's your response? What's your response to my confession?" I clenched my fist. I couldn't describe how I felt. I felt sympathy but anger knowing through these couple months it's been hell. "And how do I not know you're just playing with me?" Hyungsik looked at me into my eyes,"I'm not lying. I really do love you. I've been trying to convince myself that I'm not, I even tried telling you it's all fake. I even tried to make you jealous with Sura. I love you, Yuna." His tone changed throughout his words. I looked down,"I have a boyfriend, Hyungsik." I stared the obvious. He walked towards me,"That doesn't matter. I'm asking about your feelings. And how you feel." He placed his arms  around my waist pulling me closer. His face inches away from mine. There was a silence. The only sound was the aggressive wind blowing through my hair. Then Hyungsik leaned in planting his lips onto mine with force. My eyes widen. "Stop!" I pushed Hyungsik away with all my strength. He released me and looked behind me shocked with his jaw dropped. What is he looking at? I turned around to see Samuel standing there with his arms hanging down his sides staring at me with disgust. He started walking backwards slowly. "Wait, Samuel. I can explain!" I ran towards him trying to reach out to his arm but he shrugged me off. "Don't fucking touch me. Don't talk to me ever again." He coldly said before he looked over to Hyungsik with a grudge. He turned around and flew straight to the sky. He left. Samuel left me. He left me all alone. I fell onto my knees. My heart was broken. Guilt rushed past me as the wind did the same. "Hey. It's okay." Hyungsik whispered as he placed his hand on my shoulder,"No! Just leave me alone." I smacked his hand away and flew straight into the sky flying straight home. Hyungsik stood in the soccer field all by himself pondering on what he had just done. My eyes swelled up in tears as I flew straight to Samuel's house. Please Samuel. Please. His house seemed darker than usual. I recognize another car that wasn't usually there. What? Do they have guests? I stared at Samuel's open window trying to script my apology. I rushed pasts his window and went straight in. "Samuel! I'm so sorry! I just-" I couldn't believe it. Samuel's head was buried into another girl's stomach as he sat down on the bed. He hugged the girl tightly as she stood there. The girl. I know that girl. Eunha. The upperclassmen. Two classes higher than me and Samuel. What the actual fuck? Samuel looked at me with wide eyes. I stepped back slowly. No. "What the fuck? What is this?" I asked showing my anger. My fangs came out and my eyes glowed. The girl smirked while Samuel showed no emotions. "It's over, Yuna. We don't have the spark anymore. You moved on and I did too." He said as he stared at me. My eyes welled up,"You jerk! He kissed ME! I even pushed him away! I didn't move on!" I yelled on the top of my lungs. His eyes became wide again,"Whatever. Go on. I never knew you had a fucking side chick just waiting to give up a blow job. I'll leave you to it. Fuck you, Samuel. You too, Eunha. You know my brother and you do this to me? I hope you guys have a happy fucking relationship. I really do. Thanks for nothing. I guess none of my honesty and loyalty meant nothing to you, Samuel." I said sentimentally. I turned around clenching my fist resisting the urge to cry. I propped myself against the windowsill. I flew. I want to fly away. Out of this world. Away from everyone. No one will notice. No one cares anyways.