His Surrogate|✔

Chapter 5: After Taste

I look at the ceiling. I was just staring at the white ceiling. So...pure...So...beautiful. I wish I was that clean. I wish I didn't feel this dirty. My body hurts so much.  I felt warm liquid leaving my eyes...I was crying. I began to get up and pain shot up my legs. I need to leave! I need to go home! I begin to get up again ignoring the pain when I felt a heavy thing on me. I look down and it was an arm. I follow the arm to the body of a monster. The man that took my decency away. He took my last pure, undamaged thing and he laughed at it.  He went on when I begged not. He kept going and going. Took breaks to take a leak or get more to drink. I feel like I have been broken apart.  Trying to keep from crying anymore I weakly took his arm off of my body and hurried off falling on the floor. I tried to stand but, it f*cking hurts, is it supposed to hurt this much?

"You're being too fu*king loud!" The dark, tired, raspy voice shouts 

He sat up from the bed and stares at me. He doesn't say anything, he just gets up goes into the bathroom. Shortly after he came back and walks into his closet.

"Wear this"

He threw a jacket over to me. I took it before noticing I had...nothing on. I gasp and start putting the jacket on. After it was on he came closer to me.

"Don't you touch me"

"Listen here, There is going to be people outside wanting your picture. I can't afford this right now. I don't want people knowing I am with some young slut. You can't even keep it together"

I AM NO SLUT! 

"Just take me home"

I just looked away and soon I left his hand underneath me picking me up. 

"Why are you picking me up?!"

"Noel" He warns

Soon I was up and I look at the bed, I saw blood on the sheets. I just stayed quiet not wanting to say anything. I put the hoodie on and looked down.

*****

He was right. I heard people yelling and asking weird questions about me.

Is this your new lady friend? 

NO!

"I am putting you in the car" Josh whispers

I was lowered into the seat and I was buckled in.

"Keep your head down"

Soon the door was closed and I heard another open...

He got in and he told someone to go. The car starts moving.

"It's clear"

I removed the hoodie but, didn't look at him.

"So I don't know if this baby ma-"

"Joshua, not right now"

"What?"He chuckles

"I told you no and you ignored me! You kept going, I don't care if there's a baby in me or not! Don't you dare talk to me"

"You can't talk to me this way. You started this and this is what happened. Did you not ask me to do this?"

"Josh that's not the point! I needed more time...I needed more time to prepare myself and you were just too hungry to listen!"

"Hungry?"He laughs

"Joshua!"

"Listen-"

"Sir, we are here"