His Surrogate|✔

Chapter 34: No

I stand out the door pacing back and forth. My plane landed an hour ago and I am so tired. I headed straight to Josh's place-his apartment where we had sex against my will. I was told my Micheal he would be here. I called him when I landed and he was happy to have me back...let's just hope Josh is whenever I decide to knock on the door. This could go wrong in so many ways.

1. Rose could be here with him

2. Rose could be in there having sex with him

3. Rose could be here with him!

4. He could regret me

5. He is in love with Rose and is going to marry her tomorrow

Before I knew it I knocked on the door. I pull my hand away and started to panic

The door opens and their stands the man that drives me crazy, wearing sweats that hang low, no shirt, messy hair.

Omgosh did he have-

"Noel?"

I snap out of my thoughts and look at him

"Hey"

Josh's POV:

I watch her fiddle with her fingers trying to figure out what to say. Her hair is in a messy bun, wearing black leggings and a crop top that I love. I look at her wondering if this is real. I thought she chose Andrew or whatever his name is.

"What are you doing here?"I look at the clock next to me and it reads '3am

"Um" She scratches her forehead "I-I chose you"She whispers

"What?"I half chuckle in shock and in confused 

I replay her words

She chooses me?!

"I-um-I ended things with Andy"

Andy was his name

"Josh I know this is crazy, trust me I know but, I can't stop thinking about you"

"Noel-"

"No please let me talk, I flew across the world to be here"

Noel's POV:

I watch him nod his head and I took a deep breath before beginning

"When I met you in that coffee shop I was looking for anything to help pay my family's needs. I did the lowest thing I could and I had a baby with a 28-year-old man. Josh, I was scared, out of my mind, I had to change everything. I thought it would be easy but, it was not. Then I lost the baby and everyone I loved weren't who I wanted to be comforted by, I wanted to be comforted by you but, it didn't happen. Look I can get into this mess but, you already know this story because we say the same sh!t over and over again. I just think it hit me hard when Andy took me out. We had fun and it was the most fun I had but, when we shared a kiss it didn't feel right. I didn't feel the way I do when you kiss me. I am just as shocked as you are to be here, fighting for you now. My family bought me a ticket and sent me off here in hopes I could win you back. It is my turn to care about my needs. You have fought for me Josh and now it's my turn. I know your getting married tomorrow but, Joshua, a crazy monster that I am in love with, has my heart. I am here to ask you to love and take me back, Noel Beckham, 20-year-old crazy a$$ girl. You told me you loved me that night and I want to love you back"I chuckle at the end in tears

He stands there with the biggest smile. He picks me up, kissing me. My tears get in the way, and the kisses taste salty but, amazing. He pulls away from me with a big grin.